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“ instructions for living a life:
pay attention. be astonished. tell about it. ” — mary oliver.
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✦ illustrations by henriette willebeek le mair.

bookmarks:
petra future joy.
cinema.
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media.
2026 (monthly joys)

my chamber holds the evening's hush,

a quiet, deep and settled blush,

where thoughts in tender twilight rush,

and break in sighs against the plush.

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companions of my lonesome hours,

the white-washed shelf, the azure bowers,

a porcelain vase of painted flowers,

and velvet stool where soft light showers.

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i rise and seek the windows high,

where garden scents and starbeams lie.

there, fancy paints, as clouds float by,

a form to meet my waiting eye.

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a phantom touch, a whispered word,

a flight of fancy, lightly stirred,

a longing, like a captive bird,

that beats its wings, by silence heard.

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yet hope shall shape these visions fond,

to melodies and strings respond;

i'll pluck my harp with gentle bond,

and sing of loves the world beyond.

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jan 1 2026 ∞
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