• nice hands
• a sense of humour
• the ability to make awkward situations less awkward
• clothes that i can borrow (preferably flannels, large t-shirts, and button downs)
• scruff (optional)
• an understanding of mental illnesses
• a nice body
• soft lips
• a desire to see lots of movies with me
• a love of Skins
• a drug habit (but not too hardcore)
• drug addict appearance

• 2:37
• Requiem for a Dream
• Adrift
• We Need To Talk About Kevin
• Trainspotting
• Donnie Darko
• Candy
• Forrest Gump
• Cruel Intentions
• The Craft
• Sleeping Beauty (2011)
• The Devil Wears Prada
• Angus, Thongs, and Perfect Snogging
• I Am Legend
• Inception
• Halloweentown
• Goodfellas
• Into the Wild
• Titanic
• Welcome to the Dollhouse
• The Strangers

• people who blame society for everything
• people who blame the government for everything
• people
• lotion
• the sound of people chewing
• dairy
• dogs
• taylor swift
• taylor momsen
• people who don't appreciate cats
• having my picture taken
• kristen stewart
• people who make everything about race/racism
• people who make everything about the bible
• religion
• fantasy factory
• jenna marbles
• people who quote jenna marbles

• Lara Stone
• Kaya Scodelario
• Julia Nobis
• Behati Prinsloo
• Freya Mavor
• Brynja Jónbjarnardóttir
• Imogen Morris Clarke
• Isabel Lucas
• Rachel Pouwer
• Rebecka Skiold Nielsen
• Anna Denton
• Anais Pouliot
• Emily Ruhl
• Holly Fogg
• Hannah Lutterbach
• Gemma Ward
• Daphne Groeneveld
• Vlada Roslyakova
• Liza Serpova
• Allie Lewis
• Amanda Norgaard

• bigelow plantation mint
• bigelow organic green
• tazo berryblossom white
• tazo passion tea
• tazo awake black tea
• lipton bavarian wild berry black tea
• lipton white mangosteen and peach green tea

Eating Disorders

Books

• Wasted by Marya Hornbacher
• Wintergirls by Laurie Halse Anderson
• Skin Game by Caroline Kettlewell (primarily about self harm)
• Biting Anorexia by Lucy Howard Taylor
• Massive by Julia Bell
• Skinny by Ibi Kaslik
• Nothing by Robin Friedman
• Girls Under Pressure (Book #2) by Jacqueline Wilson
• Unbearable Lightness by Portia de Rossi

Films

• A Secret Between Friends
• THIN
• For The Love of Nancy
• Sharing the Secret
• Kate’s Secret
• Perfect Body

• Wreck This Journal
• nude and deep red lipstick
• transparent trench

• mdma
• lsd
• heroin (?)

• the xx
• frank ocean
• the naked and famous
• florence + the machine
• lily allen
• the weeknd
• kanye
• guster
• coldplay
• lana del rey
• sleigh bells
• clams casino

• visit the Eiffel Tower
• have a baby
• own a bakery
• learn ASL
• learn French
• stand on Cassie's bench
• get married

• Looking for Alaska by John Green
• The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins
• Catching Fire by Suzanne Collins
• The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald
• The Glass Castle by Jeannette Walls
• 19 Minutes by Jodi Picoult
• Change of Heart by Jodi Picoult
• The Tenth Circle by Jodi Picoult
• The Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger
• Gingerbread by Rachel Cohn
• You Know Where to Find Me by Rachel Cohn
• Wintergirls by Laurie Halse Anderson
• Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson
• Wasted by Marya Hornbacher
• Petey by Ben Mikaelsen
• Animal Farm by George Orwell
• Cut by Patricia McCormick
• Skin Game by Caroline Kettlewell
• Out of the Dust by Karen Hesse
• So B. It by Sarah Weeks
• Go Ask Alice (Anonymous)

• psychologist
• psychiatric nurse
• teacher
• artist

• when you die everyone forgets about all the bad stuff you've done and you turn into a saint
• "cheer up" is the most annoying phrase in the english language
• cool, cloudy, breezy days are the best kind of days

• Night by Elie Weisel
• An Abundance of Katherines by John Green
• Looking for Alaska by John Green ✓
• Mockingjay by Suzanne Collins ✓
• 1984 by George Orwell
• The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath
• Impulse by Ellen Hopkins
• In Cold Blood by Truman Capote
• My Name is Asher Lev

• sneezing
• chai lattes with skim milk
• hazy days
• wild thunderstorms
• silence
• interacting with kind strangers
• nice manners
• white christmas'
• spending money
• listening to a good song while driving
• christmas drinks at starbucks
• chats with strangers
• cats
• when a good film is on television
• days when my handwriting looks really nice
• baking cupcakes
• clean hands
• hearing an amazing song for the first time
• remembering something funny

• skins
• dexter
• breaking bad
• weeds
• misfits
• nip/tuck
• degrassi
• my so-called life