• ✔Jules Verne - The Children of Captain Grant
• ✔Mikhail Lermontov - A Hero of Our Time

• ✔A. Conan Doyle - A Study in Scarlet
• ✔A. Conan Doyle - The Hound of the Baskervilles

• ✔Leo Tosltoi - War and Peace

• I am not Brave (I don't know if I ever will be)
• I am the most Selfish person in the world
• I can be terribly, terribly shy
• I can disappear from the World quite frequently
• I have a difficult time taking compliments well
• I talk about books as if they were real
• I can be a bit 'maniaque'
• I am actually a bit of a morbid girl
• I confuse my languages when I am tired

• lypophrenia: a feeling of saddness seemingly without a cause
• drapetomania: an overwhelming urge to runaway
• escapism: a mental diversion to retreat from unpleasant realities through diversion or fantasy
• wanderlust: a desire to travel, to understand one's very existence
• dysania: the state of finding it hard to get out of bed in the morning
• sanctuary: a small safe place in a troubling world

I ..

• drink tea maybe too much
• can't stand or sit still
• love to read & write & draw & explore
• play piano
• love smart conversations
• am eager to learn and discover more wounderful things
• sometimes really would just like to stay hidden away with a book
• have a tendency to drift from reality
• over-analyse everything

• art galleries
• antique shops
• bakeries
• bookshops
• cafes
• forests
• gardens
• grandparents
• hills
• ice rinks
• imaginary worlds
• kitchen
• libraries
• museums
• my room
• seasides
• the markets
• theaters
• vintage shops

• smelling the sea before seeing it
• sand too hot so you have to run
• the smell of fish
• the seagulls' cry
• night walks
• sunsets
• sandcastles
• sunburns
• coconut sunscreen
• sea wind
• sand everywhere
• seashells collecting
• two jetties
• ships
• Pärnu

• Africa
• Anrarctica
• Asia
• Australia
• ✔ Europe (may '92)
• North America
• South America

• make art and be good at it
• write little poems
• write longer stories
• publish a book
• have a nice little house
• have window seat in a secluded cozy nook
• have a garden
• have a tree house
• have many pets
  • own a dog
  • ✔aown a kitten
  • own a bunny rabbit
• have a private library brimming with classics and battered books on fascinating subjects, and plenty of nooks to curl up and read in
• ✔ have a different hometown
• be as nice as can be
• be brave
• stop being lazy

• Flower: snowdrop
• Colour: indigo, sepia
• Noise: birdsong, heavy rain, rustle of the sea
• Scents: jasmine, summer rain, salty sea breezes, cut grass, old book
• Feeling: flying, light fingertips
• Instrument: piano, harp
• Season: Autumn
• Weather: pleasently warm, summer storms, crisp autumn nights
• Tea: jasmine, peppermint
• Eye Colour: deep and unusual
• Clothing colour: depends
• Music: beautiful
• Animal: wolf
• Time of day: dawn, late evening
• Word: soirée, tintinabulation, melancholia
• Dessert: chocolate mint chip ice cream
• Language: estonian, english, german

• ✔Fyodor Dostojevski - The Idiot
• ✔Ivan Jefremov - Andromeeda udukogu
• ✔Charles de Coster - The Legend of the Glorious Adventures of Tyl Ulenspiegel in the Land of Flanders & Elsewhere

• ✔A.Conan Doyle - The Valley of Fear (Sherlock Holmes)
• ✔A.Conan Doyle - The Sign of Four (Sherlock Holmes)
• ✔Stendhal - The Red and Black
• ✔V.A. Orbutšev - Sannikov Land
• ✔John Galsworthy - The Forsyte Saga
• ✔Ferenc Molnár - The Paul Street Boys
• ✔Stendhal - The Charterhouse of Parma

• Estonia (homecountry)
• Latvia (lots of northern Latvian cities since 2006)
• Russia (St.Petersburg '06)
• Germany (Düsseldorf, Bielefeld '10)
• Finland (living there since 15.12.2011)
• Sweden (Stocholm - many times)

• ✔Honoré de Balzac - Splendeurs et miséres de courtisanes

• ✔ Fjodor Dostojevski - Crime and punishment
• ✔ Victor Hugo - Notre-Dame de Paris
• ✔ Charles Dickens - Christmas Carol

• A: art, antiques, astronomy, architecture
• B: blissful, boho, bohemian, books, bloom, botanic, boxes, bicycles
• C: clouds, cups
• D: dreams, design, dogs
• E: eyes, emotions, explore, Egypt
• F: flowers, forest, fairy tales, France, freedom
• G: green, garden
• H: happy, home, hippie, hugs, history
• I: imaginary, indie, inspiration, illustration
• J: jazz, jasmine
• K: kindness
• L: love, life, library, lavender, lemons, lonely, lilac, London, leaves, lace, lyrics
• M: music, maps, memories, mountain, mooon, mist, medieval
• N: navy, night, nature

• live at least a year in France
• live for a month in tropical island
• buy a plane ticet to a random place
• rope swing into water
• learn languages:
  • english
  • french
  • finnish
  • german
• stay up all night just to watch the sunrise
• climb a mountain
• sleep on a trampoline
• sleep under the stars
• donate to charity
• go to a drive in a movie theater
• ride an elephant
• go snorkling in the ocean
• start a successful blog
• get a tattoo

• rain
• wind that howls like a banshee
• shorter days, endless nights
• ray, cloudy days
• carving pumpkin
• Halloweeen
• cherished seasonal films
• baking autumn goodies
• candles
• latterns
• crackling leaves under boots
• stacking up wood
• warmer clothes
• scarfs
• glorious sunshine
• nippy air that whispers of winter's advent
• country roads canvased with leaves
• lazy afternoons

• Dance around my hotel room to the song La Vie En Rose by Édith Piaf
• Having croissants and steaming cafe au lait in bed for breakfast
• Finally speaking in French
• Watching the street performers in the Place Igor Stravinsky
• Taking photographs of the great architecture
• Listening to music by Juliette Gréco, Édith Piaf, Yves Montand, Brigitte Bardot, Jacques Brel, Charles Aznavour, Thomas Dutronc, Yann Tiersen, etc. whilst I walk the streets of Montmartre
• Visiting the museums and art conventions, especially Musee de la Poupee and Musée d'Orsay
• Having picnic with baguette and wine at the Siene
• Sous le ciel de Paris s'envole une chanson hmm hmm / Elle est née d'aujourd'hui d...

• ✔Alexei Nikolayevich Tolstoy - The Hyperboloid of Engineer Garin
• Osho - Intelligence: The Creative Response to Now
• Osho - Creativity: Unleashing the Forces Within

• John Galsworthy - A Modern Comedy
• ..

• do more things what makes u happy!
• ✔take more care of your health!
• ✔learn finnish.. seriously this time!(vol 1)
• be happy and smile more!!
• ✔Buy a camera!
• By a MP3 player!
• ✔TRY to get in a university!
• don't let the others ruin your mood!

• ✔John Fowles - The French Lieutenant's Woman

• adventurist
• anthroplogist
• archaeologist
• artist
• art historian
• botanist
• diary keeper
• florist
• folklorist
• gardener
• geologist
• harpist
• illustrator
• librarian
• list maker
• map maker
• meteorologist
• mythologist
• oceanologist
• palaeontologist
• sailor

• visit the Trianon Palaces, window shop along Rue Saint Honore and Avenue Montaigne
• look inside Coco Chanel’s apartment on Rue Cambon
• wear a Breton striped top
• visit the Musée Nissim de Camondo
• sing along to Jacques Brel, Carla Bruni, Edith Piaf and Juliette Gréco
• read a French fashion magazine
• take a trip to vintage shops - Come on Eileen and Alternative
• have a meal at Rotisserie Beaujolais
• fall in love
• buy a beret
• then wear it with a cape and tights and look like I'm in the American Apparel advert
• go to Musée d'Orsay and wait for my prince in front of Manet's Déjeuner sur l’Herb

1955

• Oikumeeni äärel - Ivan Jefremov

1956

• Hirvekütt - James Fenimore Cooper
• Tom Sawyeri seiklused. Huckleberry Finni seiklused - Mark Twain
• Ivanhoe - Walter Scott
• ✔Sannikovi maa - Vladimir Obrutšev (have read)
• ✔Saladuslik saar - Jules Verne (have read)
• Maadeuurija ning meresõitja kaptenleitnant Golovnini elu ja ebatavalised seiklused - Ruvim Fraerman, Pavel Zaikin
• Kuunar "Kolumbus" - Nikolai Trublaini
• Jäljed lumel - Georgi Brjantsev
• Prints ja kerjus - Mark Twain
• Viieteistkümneaastane kapten - Jules Verne
• Valgekihv - Jack London

• old books
• freshly baked bread
• the garden after rain
• melting chocolate
• pine trees
• fresh sheets
• cut grass
• coffee
• burning candles
• the sea
• rain in summer
• the house after being away

• dreams
• star-filled skies
• the moon
• space
• secret missions
• constellations & planets
• campfires & fireworks
• skinny dipping
• solitude
• bats & owls
• sleep
• will-o'-the-wisps
• candle-lit rooms
• darkness
• whispers

• ✔ The Mysterious Island - Jules Verne
• ✔ Germinal - Émile Zola

• 2 Days in Paris
• ✔ 8 Femmes
• À bout de Souffle
• Alphaville, une Étrange Aventure de Lemmy Caution
• Anna (1967)
• ✔ Antoine et Colette
• Baisers volés
• Bande à Part
• Bienvenue chez les Ch'tis
• Bon appétit
• ✔ Breathless
• Brendan et le secret de Kells
• Ce soir ou jamais
• ✔ Coco Avant Chanel
• Confessions d'un dragueur
• Cyrano de Bergerac
• Dancer in the Dark
• ✔ Dans Paris
• Delicatessen
• Dikkenek