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To Jacob, my baby,
This is a new prompt, I know it won’t help much. I know you say all the time that my talking helps you, so I’m depending on this little letter to help as much as it can when I’m away. I know panic attacks are stressful on you, weirdly, on me too. Every time you have one on call, I always try to look for the randomest stories in my head ever, hoping that it’d help you. I’m always so proud of you, everyday. You go through the worst things everyday, yet you’re still able to show up for me every time I need it, and for that, I’m always beyond grateful for you. As much as you say so, I wish I was there for you more. You’re one of the best people to have in life ever. You’re kind, caring, funny, passionate, awesome, and the bestest person I’ve ever met. Even when you’re going through things in life, you never fail to be the best person you are, and I’m so proud of you always. You’re someone I look up to so much, someone I aspire to be as kind, caring to others as much as you do, and you make me the best version of myself. This is a stupid ass extra letter, I know it won’t do much help, not as much as karting will do anyways, but I’ll try. One day I’ll crack the code on helping you with your panic attacks, but for now, I’ll try my best. I love you so much biggy, I hope you’re feeling well, always. Talk to me whenever.