To Jacob, my baby,

I know you said there was no point in writing this, but you’re here for a reason biggy. I know I'm an ass at expressing myself, and I close myself off when it gets hard. But, I will try. I know I’m hot-headed, ill-tempered, mean sometimes, but I never really mean it. I’ve been working on composing myself, but sometimes you gotta remind me you’re my baby you know. I forget sometimes how much you mean to me, and how much you’re worth to me as a person. You’re my best friend, my baby, my person, and I always forget that when I’m mad at you. SO I always apologize in advance when I lose my temper, baby, because you mean the entire world to me, and there are millions of things I would give up to have you in my life. I’m shit at communicating myself, so if you’re ever mad, or upset at me, I will always be open to explaining my bum ass and making sure you feel heard and understood. I love you way too much, pretty boy.