sometimes i wonder if i even knew love before i knew you. its stupid but sometimes i hate myself for not loving you from the first time i ever saw you, because theres no way in this life i could ever not love you, so because of that i wish i had known before that you are to me what you are to me. i want you to feel about yourself what i feel for you. i want you to be as happy and safe and warm as you make me feel. i want the world to be what you want it to be. i wish to be a better person because i want to be good enough to feel like i actually deserve you in my life. and thats too much to ask but if i ever have someone looking at me the way i look at you i win at life. because you inspire me.