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sad kind and puny girlchild

nauseatingly miserable beyond repair

Oh is there concrete all around
Or is it in my head

Without eyen I see, and without tongue I plain.
I desire to perish, and yet I ask health.
I love another, and thus I hate myself.
I feed me in sorrow and laugh in all my pain;
Likewise displeaseth me both life and death,
And my delight is causer of this strife.

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jun 20 2015 ∞
jul 21 2015 +
  • Patti Smith
  • Keaton Henson
  • FKA twigs
  • King Krule
  • Swans
  • Soap&Skin
  • whoever from Posh Isolation
  • Belle and Sebastian
  • Grouper
  • Slowdive
  • Perfume Genius
  • Devendra Banhart
  • Molly Nilsson
  • Lebanon Hanover
feb 10 2015 ∞
nov 1 2016 +

stos materaców i drabina

mar 28 2015 ∞
mar 28 2015 +

(do i really like how they sound or only the meaning of them?)

  • nausea
  • spark
  • Vienna
  • spleen
  • succulent
  • lunacy
  • cartilage
  • dychotomia (pl)
  • nostalgia
  • toddler
  • slumber
  • horsies
  • pathetic (from the mouth of Rik Mayall)
oct 12 2014 ∞
feb 12 2015 +
  • Polaroid
  • photography
  • plants
  • patti smith
  • pain
  • ptaki
  • punk
  • post punk
  • powieki
  • pomarańcza
  • poduszka
  • pablo Picasso
  • perwersje
  • panic
  • paranoia
  • Peter Hujar
  • Paul Gauguin
  • Peace
  • Pornography
  • Pier Paolo Pasolini
  • Paola
nov 29 2014 ∞
jul 12 2016 +
jan 15 2017 ∞
jan 15 2017 +

https://mubi.com/lists/loneliness-depres...

  • Un homme qui dort (1974)
  • Der siebente Kontinent (1989)
  • The Piano Teacher (2001)
  • Viena (2001)
  • Vive L'Amour (1994)
  • The Hole (1998)
  • What Time Is It There? (2001)
  • The Skywalk Is Gone (2002)
  • Good Bye, Dragon Inn (2003)
  • The Wayward Cloud (2005)
  • Sink or Swim (1990)
  • Winter Light (1962)
  • Through a Glass Darkly (1961)
  • The Silence (1963)
dec 10 2014 ∞
dec 10 2014 +
  • Le Journal d’un curé de campagne (Robert Bresson, 1951)
  • Winter Light (Ingmar Bergman, 1963)
  • Nazarin (Luis Buñuel, 1959)
  • Wild Strawberries (Ingmar Bergman, 1957)
  • City Lights (Charlie Chaplin, 1931)
  • Ugetsu Monogatari (Kenji Mizoguchi, 1953)
  • Seven Samurai (Akira Kurosawa, 1954)
  • Persona (Ingmar Bergman, 1966)
  • Mouchette (Robert Bresson, 1967)
  • Woman of the Dunes (Hiroshi Teshigahara, 1964)
jul 21 2015 ∞
nov 30 2015 +
  • Les Quatre cents coups (François Truffaut, 1959)
  • Ascenseur pour l'Échafaud (Louis Malle, 1958)
  • There Will Be Blood (Paul Thomas Anderson, 2007)
  • Dans la maison (François Ozon, 2012)
  • Jeune et Jolie (François Ozon, 2013)
  • Frida (Julie Taymor, 2002)
  • Total Eclipse (Agnieszka Holland, 1995)
  • Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows: Part 2 (2011)
  • 2 Days in New York (Julie Delpy, 2012)
  • Wuthering Heights (Andrea Arnold, 2011)
  • Red Road (Andrea Arnold, 2006)
  • Turn Me On, Dammit! (Jannicke Systad Jacobsen, 2011)
  • Je t'aime moi non plus (Serge Gainsbourg, 1976)
  • This Is England (Shane Meadows, 2006)
  • The Double (Richard Ayoade, 2013)
jun 26 2014 ∞
aug 31 2014 +

http://www.openculture.com/2015/04/patti...

  • The Master and Margarita by Mikhail Bulgakov
  • Journey to the East by Hermann Hesse
  • The Glass Bead Game by Herman Hesse
  • Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad
  • Moby Dick by Herman Melville
  • Billy Budd by Herman Melville
  • Songs of Innocence by William Blake
  • The Wild Boys by William Burroughs
  • Howl by Allen Ginsberg
  • A Season in Hell by Arthur Rimbaud
  • Illuminations by Arthur Rimbaud
  • Wittgensein’s Poker by David Edmonds and John Eidinow
  • Villete by Charlotte Bronte
  • The Process by Brion Gysin
  • Cain’s Book by Alexander Trocchi
  • Coriolanus by William Shakespeare
  • The Happy Prince by Oscar Wilde
  • The Sheltering Sky by Paul Bowles
jul 21 2015 ∞
jul 21 2015 +
  • Tajemniczy Ogród
  • Książki o fotografii/filmie
    • Virginia Woolf
    • Susan Sontag
    • Tarkowski - Czas utrwalony
    • Roland Barthes - Światło obrazu. Uwagi o fotografii
    • Strategie obrazów. Oko historii 1 , Obrazy mimo wszystko - Georges Didi-Huberman
    • Kocham fotografię - Adam Mazur
    • Estetyka fotografii : strata i zysk - François Soulages
  • Poezja
    • Arthur Rimbaud
    • Gałczyński
    • Poświatowska
    • Różewicz
  • Lem - Solaris
  • Biografie/dzienniki
    • Just Kids
dec 14 2014 ∞
jun 26 2015 +
  • RUSSIAN NOVELS!!!
    • (chekhov, -dostoevsky, gogol, pushkin, tolstoy)
  • Gustave Flaubert
    • Pani Bovary
    • Szkoła uczuć
  • something kafka's
    • america
  • mistrz i małgorzata , bułhakow
  • mizantrop
  • jean-paul sartre
  • 1984
  • wilk stepowy
  • http://www.listchallenges.com/patti-smit...
  • ballard
    • concrete island, high rise and millenium people
jul 14 2014 ∞
jul 21 2015 +
  • Samuel Beckett - Pisma prozą
  • Federico García Lorca's poems
  • Arthur Rimbaud - Une Saison en Enfer
  • Jack London - Martin Eden
  • Hamlet
  • Susan Sontag's Notebooks (not finished)
  • Mishima - Na Uwięzi
  • Mishima - Ballada o miłości (not finished)
  • Kafka - Amerika (not finished)
jun 26 2014 ∞
aug 28 2014 +