MEDIA

• February
  • Dead Plate, Cold Front, Splatoon 3 Side Order
• March
  • Make the exorcist fall in love, HBR
• August
  • AK, HSR, same as always
• November
  • nothing new (+ OCs ?)

CHARACTERS

• hksc from that game I won't mention
• épave & akkeri my normal ocs totally not loosely inspired by a certain duo of characters (looks above

SONGS

• Clover Knight (iyowa)
• Hontono (Sasuke Haraguchi)

EVENTS

• 01
• Happy new year ! My main goal is to graduate successfully and finally get out of my crap HS, and to hopefully have fun at art school later on the year
• It'll be a year since I'm using this website on the 22th... huh !
• absolutely enamoured and obsessed and whatever with HSSH which I think about so hard constantly it makes me feel nauseous (LOL)
• I convinced my friend Riri to stream the game with me, and afterwards Cam as well !!! Its a loooot of fun (especially voice acting the characters in broken french)
• I bought the (digital) artbook and merch through a proxy !! The artbook is so nice... though a certain paragraph doesn't reassure me about a specific spoilery trait of a character haha......
  • 02
• not much to say. Time passes while nothing too notable happen...
• received my proxy order and hung out with my irl friends once during the holidays ! Yay !
  • my friend Riri got admitted to my art school as well !! Very reassuring to know I should at least know one person there... now I need to work hard to graduate... but it's hard and feels rather hopeless realistically
• got terribly sick for literally 3 weeks out of the month which ruined a lot of things. I'm still sick when writing this. Augh
• I set up a new TWT account though. to post hssh fanart... it's rather comfortable even if I communicate primarily through a translator as I don't actually know how to write in JP beside a few words...
• played Dead Plate and Cold Front during calls with Riri in the holidays. Both are very charming games ! I feel like they would have hit me harder if they had released when I was younger though... but that's just incomprehensible feelings
• I'm honestly pretty disappointed with the S3 Side Order DLC. Especially because Agent 4 doesn't appear at all... I miss them...
  • 03
• uwaahhh I keep on forgetting about this website since the year started tf... I lowkey wanna change all the lists icons :thinking emoji:
• created a personal Tumblr sideblog (high-lagaard) and it has been rather fun
• tfw mock exam week put me in a complete ecstatic mood (wtf ?)
• subscribed to my new top favourite artist ever's fanbox. life is good
• went to the arcade with Riri on the 8rd and it was incredibly funny
• read the three free chapters of Make the exorcist fall in love and WOW IT GOES HARD I love it already. I'll buy the released volumes whenever I can go outside again
• ...because yeah, my sickness still didn't go away and we're at the end of the month when I write this. 6 weeks and counting of sickness. What the hell ! That's miserable !
• back in january-february my mind's internal clock was still stuck in early november but currently I am stuck in early january and keep thinking we're at the start of the year when Q2 literally starts in a week. SPEAKING OF Q2 HSSH RELEASE SOON I WILL FUCKING DIE
• anyway to return on the sickness I went to the doc and took a lot of meds and even did a blood test which simply told me my body has a very low vitamin B stat by default (which is rather funny because foods rich in vitamin B are my favourites and literally shit I eat all the time). Still sick as times of writing this but let's say it's better than last weekend. I haven't attended school for a week and a half however
• love having a wack immune system (I don't)
  • 04
• woah. It's been a while (again). I'm not sick anymore ! Finally...
• lightly pissed off but also deeply amused by how character descriptions I wrote for VNDB pages got re-used and (slightly) edited by an independent blogging group without any notice. Lol lmao... not that this kind of thing need proper credit I assume, but still. Couldn't they have actually played the game's demo and write their own descriptions or at least translate official descs from the official website MAYBE ?
  • needless to say this isn't very pro... I was briefly interested in their articles but welp ! Not at all anymore !
• saw Miko twice during spring break yippee
  • 08
• uh. huh. last update 4 months ag
• well anyway. I GRADUATED ! I'M FREE
• passive mobage gaming while still waiting for the game ever to release (in pain and agony)
  • 11
• l. last update 3 months a
• the game plaguing my mind since last december has released in september and it destroyed me so bad I had to go cry in the schools bathrooms for 10 minutes in the middle of photography class because it made me feel that much depressed and sick and bad (it's however my top favourite game ever now pretty much)
• art school is going well so far :)
• my previously repressed raging internalized transphobia and self-affirmation issues are however beating my ass worse every single day