what has kept me sane; listening to the magnus archives, lying in bed playing pocket camp for hours, eating snacks all day, reading poetry (the iliad, sappho, dickninson), spending probably way too much $ on bookdepo, scrolling tumblr for hours then scrolling twt for hours, facetime with my sister, long phone calls with everyone else, staying on the phone with my best friend while we watch dumb shit on netflix party, midnight snacks soo many midnight snacks, sleepy time tea n a lil piece of cake sometimes, reading webtoons, keeping up my writing practice, long long long naps, daydreaming.

what i'll do again one day; spend hours at the library, go for brunch at my favourite cafe, long picnics in the park with my friends slowly getting day drunk, see my favourite bands, go to the club, hike the mountains, get tattoos, hug my family not letting go for ages, travel, write a love letter to somebody and tuck it in the pages of a copy of my favourite book at my favourite bookstore.