mental (self-dx'd, wanting prof dx):

• ddnos (likely osdd-1b)
• attention deficit hyperactive disorder
• major depression
• generalized anxiety disorder
• bipolar personality disorder
• avoidant personality disorder
• self destructive personality disorder
• positive test for post traumatic stress disorder

personality:

• infp-t
• type 1-2
• maladaptive daydreamer
• delusional
• impostor syndrome
• fear of failure
• fear of being watched, stalked
• self-neglect due to mental health