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these are all the fanfics i've read

the one that have only genre in the category all are chanbaek and the rest you can see the ships on the category (wangxian from mdzx, hualian from tgcf, soukoku from bsd, kuroken from hq, mikayuu from ons, tehohaew from itsay, TXT ships, ATEEZ ships and other ships)

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  • and start to go slow
    • 6k words
    • waiting the end of the world, this is actually so melancholy, heartbreaking yet so romantic, in conclusion this is so beautiful

Beomgyu comes home early and finds him looking up how dying feels like a few days later and he doesn’t ask what are you doing? or looks at him strangely; he curls up next to Soobin instead, cheek to cheek as they both read out loud some near-death experiences; from I don’t remember anything hurting as much to it was like falling asleep.

A month before the end, only a few things change.

"for one more day, can you pretend that you are still in love with me?”

  • BITE
    • actually beomgyu x everyone but chapter 1 is soogyu
    • 13k words for everything
    • zombie!beomgyu, hes being experimented on, soobin as one of the staff in the lab, this is actually so soft, soobin falling for him even tho hes a zombie, same soobin same, beomgyu tired being a zombie

“Am I in love with you or am I just hungry?” Soobin rolled his eyes, knocking the glass with his knuckles. “Stop flirting. I’m not letting you bite me.” “Just one bite? No?” Beomgyu started banging on the glass.

  • blues and then purple-pink skies
    • 3k words, yet so rich of world
    • you literally can see a whole entire movie in this, lovelorn pining fool beomgyu but its a mutual pining, beomgyu hitting ppl who talks abt soobin n keeping it a secret but soobin knows anyway, yea this is beautiful

Beomgyu sniffles, miserable. "Soobin-hyung gets some."

"Nope," Yeonjun says mildly. "He really doesn't."

[The woes of being young, hot-headed, and in love with your best friend, as told on a swingset at twilight.]

  • Bruises, Arcades and Skate Parks
    • 3k words
    • soulmates thru scars, fluff, i kno at first we all thought theres something bad happened with beomgyu but he just skate boarding

Soobin had gotten used to occasionally finding random bruises on his arms, small cuts on his legs from when his soulmate would injure himself. So when the number of injuries rapidly increased, he was obviously concerned.

Thankfully, his worries were not a reality.

  • butterfly
    • 2k words
    • canon compliant, boyfriends soogyu, emotional hurt/comfort, basically 2k of beomgyu being depressed and soobin comforting him

beomgyu had been feeling strange for a while now. he was at a weird in-between. he couldn't bring himself to say he was sad but nothing quite made him happy either.

or

beomgyu's a confused mess of emotions and soobin is the best boyfriend

  • Can't You See Me?
    • 7k words
    • out of body experience while in a coma, soobin dying bcs choking on a bread and beomgyu blaming himself bcs hes the one who gave it to him, soobin as temporary ghost but somehow beomgyu can see him, dont worry he'll wake up

Hi! My name is Choi Soobin. I love bread, and now I'm a ghost because of it. T.T

Beomgyu wants Soobin to loosen up a bit. Soobin just wants to be a good hyung.

  • can we go back
    • 12k words
    • feeling explosion in form of letters, just a chronology how soobin fell in love and felt out love with beomgyu

Dear my sun,

I'm sure you remember when we first met at that park. Under that huge oak tree with the view of the playground. One afternoon, all those years back. You said your name was Beomgyu. Choi Beomgyu. A pretty name; though I'd never admit it when we were eight.

//

Soobin writes 7 letters to the love of his life.

  • Comfort crowd
    • 1k words
    • overthinking, hurt/comfort, soobin is there for beomgyu

beomgyu is a mess of emotions and soobin is there to comfort him

  • continuum
    • 24k words
    • friends with benefits but ofc developing feeling thru time, not surprised at all, soobin punching gyu's ex bcs hes an asshole supremacy letsgo soobin, gyu loves lingerie^^, again yeonjun being the cool senpai or big bro

Beomgyu looks at Soobin again, just for the flutter of a second. Quick enough that he misses it in a blink. “I think I’d like it, I don’t know.”

Yeonjun raises an eyebrow, eyes still on the rim of the glass. “Getting fucked or lingerie?”

Soobin eyes him in vague annoyance. Beomgyu downs another gulp of the cola, completely blank, and doesn't return his gaze. “Both?”

---

Four years ago Soobin gave that guy, Beomgyu’s friend Lim Jimin, a busted lip. He doesn’t regret it one bit.

  • could you help me slow it down?
    • 7.2k words
    • need an acc to read
    • ngl i was looking for pwp but this was all i got and this is so soft tf, basically bg goes to paris aka to soobin just to confess CUTE porn with feelings we support

There’s a part of Beomgyu that wants to just forget about it, keep this thing wrapped up and safe in his heart. But the other part — the tired and reckless part; the part that made him fly all the way to Paris the week before his finals so that he couldn’t chicken out — that part of him is roaring.

“We’ve known each other for 18 years,” he says to Soobin, bracing his hands on his knees.

The two of hearts stares up at him.

  • fake it, make it work
    • 11k words
    • uni life, roommate, theyre run out of money to pay rent, guess its not fake all this time, okay this hot, soogyu being idiots in love agenda

“Let me get this straight. You asked Beomgyu to film a porn video with you so you two could pay the rent.” “Fake porn, but yes.”

( aka Soobin and Beomgyu filmed (fake) porn videos, and the line between fake and real blurred somewhere along the way )

  • gentle notifications
    • 1k words
    • boyfriend soogyu, hurt/comfort, insecurity, sad beomgyu but soobin is there for him agenda

it was dark. the clock read 3am in the morning. soobin just wanted to get his phone back but he saw the practice room light still open, music from their newest title track blasting from behind it. he doesn't know if they forgot to turn it off or if someone was still in. turns out it was the latter.

  • guitar strings; pretty lies
    • ongoing
    • so far 75k words, 14 chapters
    • rock band AU, uni life, band rival beomjun and sootyunning, soobin has dual personality, soogyu kissing in secret, side taejun

“No one can find out about what happened today. No one.”

“Why? Are you the shy type?”

“No? Fuck off. There’s no way anyone can know that I’m kissing you. Especially not Yeonjun.”

Beomgyu's band got one problem: a rival band who is challenging their spots at the live clubs. It only starts getting personal for him when the vocalist of the said band storms into his life. Rude, and hot as hell.

  • Half alive
    • 22k words
    • robots AU, science fiction, soobin is a genius, is actually angsty, learning emotions, actually a never ending cycle

“Sorry for the wait! I needed a few moments to calibrate all the prior data with the ones I could access from the internet, and then I was also trying to find a proper way to describe how beautiful you are to me,” Beomgyu says, pursing his lips as if he’s really thinking. “The program glitched and short-circuited every time I tried.”

Soobin feels faint now. This can’t be real.

There is no way he just fixed a potentially most advanced humanoid model from decades ago, only for the said humanoid to flirt with him. No way.

(Soobin tries to fix a humanoid prototype he found in his grandfather's garage. Beomgyu wakes up in a body made of metals.)

  • healer
    • 1k words
    • hurt/comfort, bodyguard soobin, beomgyu feels bad but soobin care for him

Beomgyu’s on the ground, propped up against the dusty warehouse walls, and despite the sheen of grime on his face and the specks of red on his skin, he’s still the most beautiful person Soobin’s ever seen.

(Or: Beomgyu prefers to fight alone. Soobin rescues him afterwards.)

  • Hey Stupid, I Love You
    • 14k words
    • friends with benefits, porn with feelings, exactly like the summary, no actually this is so good wtf, thank u taehyun

Soobin and Beomgyu enjoyed their platonic kissing arrangements, until Beomgyu accidentally confessed.

Right then and there, as Soobin excitedly fed him another bite of the monstrosity he called a cake, he knew that there would never be anyone else for him.

He would always be Soobin’s Beomgyu.

  • i miss u too
    • 4.2k words
    • soobin depressed but beomgyu is there for soobin agenda, bro this is so soft how to have a beomgyu irl, but ngl the ending kinda confused me at first but turned out its an open ending, but still cute

Soobin couldn’t sleep. Beomgyu shows up at his door in the middle of the night to whisk him away on an impromptu trip.

“Let’s go, loser.” Beomgyu said. “We’re going on a trip.”

  • i need you to kiXX me (kiss me, kill me)
    • 2.3k words
    • hero!soobin but also villain!soobin, hero soobin became a villain for the love of his love aka gyu, but also gyu who the one who trying to stop him, NOT ACTUALLY SOOBIN TRYING TO PROTECC GYU N GYU DIDNT KNO ABT IT BUT ALSO SOOBIN GAIN THE POWER BY MAKING A DEAL WITH A DEVIL AKA HUENING KAI BBY, yes he died in the end, GUESS WHAT, GYU BECAME A VILLAIN AFTER THAT, THIS IS ACTUALLY SO GOOD BUT SO SHORT??? I NEED THE LONGER VERSION 300K WORDS PLS

“Stop this, hyung” Anger swam in Beomgyu’s clear, brown eyes before the anger fizzled away to desperation. “Come back with me. Please.”

“You want to stop me?” Soobin asked, backing away. One step. Two steps. Further and further out of Beomgyu's reach.

“Then kill me.”

“Would you two like to take a look at our couple catalogue? Today is the first day of our winter sale, and our wedding collections are on discount for 20 percent off.”

He originally just wanted to get Soobin a ring, but after hearing about the promotion, a different light bulb lit up in his head.

“Yes, please. Me and my fiancé would like that very much.”

Next to him, he could feel Soobin jolt up in shock. He turned to meet Beomgyu’s desperate eyes, lips already parted. Beomgyu, as always, already knew what his roommate was about to say, so his grip on his fingers hardened. “Right, babe?”

Their love would be forever. Soobin would make sure of it, he would never give in to the pain and he would continue fighting to water Beomgyu’s forever blooming sunflowers.

Or, Soobin's eternal punishment is to live forever while he watches his soulmate come and go. And he can't hold back the pain as he breaks down and Beomgyu is their to pick him back up.

(In which Beomgyu and Soobin pretended to be a couple for a discount, but things didn’t turn out to be so simple).

  • ice
    • 53k words
    • enemies to lovers, emotional hurt/comfort, overworking, insecurity, child abuse, theyre both hurting help, that one fanfic that the summary cant be trust bcs its way more

“Such a pretty waist for a boy, a shame really.” Beomgyu comments as he walks up to Soobin.

“Oh yeah? Why can’t you stop staring at it then?” Soobin challenges.

Beomgyu glances around, making sure none of his team is in earshot.

“Maybe I find it a little hot,” Beomgyu says in a low voice.

(In which figure skater Soobin and hockey player Beomgyu are rivals.)

  • Imperfect Illusions
    • 21k words
    • fake relationship, beomgyu paid soobin, basically just like the summary but beomgyu is dense asf

Beomgyu clearly did not think when he asked Choi Soobin to be his boyfriend for 30 days, but it was the best decision his impulsive mind could ever make, and also the worst one.

“Choi Soobin,” Beomgyu repeats, bells clearing his mind. Small hands and shy smile. Dimples. Hand-made card that said thank you for being my friend, I love you, I won’t forget you. “Choi Soobin-ssi, I’m sorry if this sounds weird, but did you happen to go to Seobyun Middle School in Daegu until you had to move away to Ansan after your first year because of your mom’s job and left your best friend a letter with a bunch of bunny stickers?”

Choi Soobin drops the cookies. “Choi Beomgyu?”

While taking care of Namjoon and Taehyung's apartment, Beomgyu reconnects with his childhood best friend.

“A road trip?” Yeonjun blinks.

“Yeah. Don’t you think it’s a good idea?”

“I do, I do. I’m just… surprised. It’s kind of unexpected,” he says, sipping on his drink. “We’ve all been so busy lately I thought we’d do something less…” he doesn’t finish his sentence; gives Soobin a brief glance and shakes his head, fond. He sets the half-empty glass between his hands, taps repeatedly on it. “So what do you have in mind?”

Yeonjun's graduating. Things begin to change.

  • Just This Once
    • 1k words
    • getting together, the summary says everything, they talked

It's Beomgyu's birthday, but there's just one more thing he wants.

  • kiss me, rent-free
    • 3.6k words
    • soobin having a crush on gyu, n gyu being a menace he is, asks soobin if he could get a discount for payment to kiss soobin, i mean- guess its not one-sided after all this time guys, so yea they're just flirting n making out^^

The younger lets out a breathy chuckle, “Hypothetically! If I ask you in the future for a kiss with that price, will you lower the 25,000 won? You know, best friend discount.”

“No.”

Beomgyu looks down at the white sheets of Soobin’s bed, now avoiding Soobin’s stare at him as he mumbles lowly, “Psh, you hate me.”

And without missing a beat, without even thinking of the consequences his words will bring, Soobin just added the stupidest thing in his statement.

“I’ll kiss you for free.”

---

Beomgyus asks a stupid question and Soobin comes up with a more stupid answer. A perfect formula that leads to a great making-out session.

  • love is a dog from hell
    • 11k words
    • japan historical alternate universe (bakumatsu), edo period, bro this is so aesthetic i enjoy reading it so much, shinsengumi/samurai!beomgyu, smut, basically just them falling in love with each other *cries*, soobin enjoy beomgyu's company so much i lov it

His bar was the second thing keeping Soobin sane in the times of an upcoming civil war.

The first thing keeping him in his right mind wasn’t exactly 'a thing'.

  • make room
    • 1k words
    • hybrid au, pwp, power bottom bg just sayin'

Being a bunny hybrid, Soobin has certain... needs.

  • maybe tomorrow
    • 1k words
    • exes, post break up, hopeful second chances, mutual pining

soobin fidgets with his fingers under the table, and tries to breathe. "it was.. i admit, it was hard to let go of because i've loved you for more than ten years and you were my best friend." he fights back his tears as he continues, "but missing someone just means that you've loved that person enough, right?"

(alternatively, exes beomgyu and soobin play lie detector test.)

  • moonlight
    • 1k words
    • open ending, beomgyu is so in love with his hyung, actually fck open ending skdjbfksjbf

“fancy seeing you out here.”

beomgyu doesn’t turn. doesn’t need to to recognise that voice. “surprised?” he asks. he knows what the answer will be.

“no,” says soobin, and despite himself, beomgyu smiles.

  • moonstruck
    • 5k words
    • literally canon abt sgyu biting eo, theres a hint of smut i gues?? i forgot fck

Soobin and Beomgyu keep biting each other, to the point that they start doing it in front of the cameras.

It's kind of getting out of hand.

  • Of carnality and intimacy
    • 7.5k words
    • friend with benefits but gyu already had a crush on soobin before this whole fwb happened, just gonna say it, it doesnt even ended by them finally being in relationship:), soobin basically go home to gyu everytime anything happen so, also dominant soobin why not

When they first had sex it hurt like a bitch.

  • Of coffee beans and crescent moons
    • 4.1k words
    • coffee shop thingy, gyu basically just want his usual coffee but here soobin make it very hard but m not complaining i guess, goodluck bg, guess can call it lowkey pwp

‘You know, there’s one thing I am very good at.’

Beomgyu turned his head to look at him and regretted it immediately. Soobin looked like he was ready to pounce at him any second now. Beomgyu had no courage in him to say no to that. He didn’t want to say no. So he instead he said-

‘And it’s not the coffee.’

‘And it’s not the coffee.’

  • of eternities and happy endings
    • 12k words
    • fck this breaks me a lot, writer soobin, soobin telling stories to groom beomgyu based on his dreams but changes the character names with theirs but plot twist the dreams actually their previous lives, yes beomgyu is getting married, bic its actually mutual pining WHY DID U DO THIS AUTHOR

In the face of a happy ending, Soobin narrated four heartbreaking stories of what they could have been in other lifetimes.

Alternatively: four stories told as antecedents of a fifth, a wedding bed, and a pair of interlocked hands.

  • Of tomorrows and alwaysness
    • 7.2k words
    • gyu awaken the gayness in soobin we love, pwp, theyre adult here, soobin be like rich sugar daddy vibe here tf, soobin aasking gyu to run away with him after one night why not

One day Soobin just woke up and knew he had to change something.

They are friends. It's only right they kiss.

Beomgyu was the mood maker of the group, but that didn't mean he didn't have fears too.

  • Repay Me with Love
    • 7k words
    • enemies to lovers, uni life, overworking, tsundere choi soobin, dam soobin is so protective, implied cheating, soobin is actually confusing

And Soobin knew that loving Beomgyu and having this moment for them, having his youth filled with him, was the only thing he wanted and needed now.

  • run you down
    • 4k words
    • hybrid au, hunting kink i guess...?, watersports kinda, im sorry

Soobin hunts Beomgyu (and catches him.)

  • secret madness
    • 1.7 words
    • pwp, soobin is a menace, i mean gyu is enjoying it so^^, literal the summary says it all, theyre older than irl

soobin is all levels of shamless, but answering an important call in the middle of fucking beomgyu takes the cake.

  • sickeningly sweet like honey
    • 7k words
    • based on soogyu's bracelet incident, literal soogyu dynamics written here, they call each other idiots for like every 5 seconds, getting together, theyre cute tho

beomgyu always forgets to wear his birthday bracelet, so he gets another present from soobin: a ring that he cannot take off.

to make it even worse for them, it's a couple ring.

“Come on, officer. Play with me,” the vampire says, nudging the tip of his nose against Soobin’s chin. “Do you taste as sweet as you look?”

(or a vampire au where officer!soobin has to deal with another vampire who's way too obsessed with tasting his blood. and more.)

  • soft playlist
    • 763 words
    • boyfriends soogyu, so soft, soobin is there for beomgyu agenda

Beomgyu was tired, so Soobin invites him in his arms.

  • strange delight
    • 4.7k words
    • ngl this is actually kinda creepy, soobin u fckin creepy but somehow gyu okay with it, LOVE, basically soobin wanna eat gyu bcs he want to get closer to him, getting closer, gyu notice this strange desire that soobin's has n soobin kinda panick but gyu be like 'bro do it what r u waiting for? claim me, eat me until i bled' ISTG THIS TWO HERE I CANT

Soobin wants to be closer to Beomgyu. He decides the closest he can get is to eat him.

  • summer love and us (you weren't mine to lose)
    • 16k words
    • one-sided taebin, its all bcs of love letters, beomgyu is actually so considerate, dense soobin, sike u thought its one sided on taebin:), n now im hurt for taehyun
    • "you love that person so much, so whats wrong if i wanna give the same amount of love for you"

Soobin lost the love letter he wrote for his best friend and met Beomgyu when he's desperately looking for it.

  • sweet divine
    • 6.6k words
    • canon (idol n bf), pwp im sorry, but this written so well that i dont feel like it pwp, soobin pov, they need eo, okay this one is nice NICE, but ngl soobin is creepy asf but gyu likes so-

Soobin has never felt so close to Beomgyu.

The younger is a breath away from him, foreheads and lips are close enough to touch; Soobin could hear how Beomgyu's laughter slowly fades when their tender gazes meet. No one dares to speak, but their own breathing in sync, like it's some wordless language of Soobin's mind rioting at how delicate Beomgyu's lashes are. Pretty — is the adjective lodged in his throat. This realization isn't new.

“Hey Gyu, what’s your love language?” Soobin asks Beomgyu one night when they’re supposed to be sleeping. It’s a moment before he gets a response.

“It’s physical touch. Followed by words of affirmation, I think.” Soobin takes a moment to think about the answer, and doesn’t respond right away. Beomgyu presses forward: “What’s yours?”

“Uh, I actually don’t know.”

“Lame.”

“Shut up.”

“Shut up.”

“I literally hate you.”

  • the only rule of this world
    • 6k words
    • dystopian, zombie apocalypse, hurt/comfort, basically txt trying to survive with soogyu falling in love in between, kinda angst bcs 'why cant we be like this when the world is whole' u kno

Six months after the end of the world, Beomgyu learns how to live again.

  • The Stars in Your Eyes
    • 1k words
    • just soobin falling in love with beomgyu, this is so sweet, thank u stars, metaphors

Soobin wonders why Beomgyu likes the stars so much. He also wonders when his best friend got this pretty.

  • the universe of us
    • 12k words
    • multiverse, soobin is whipped in every universe we love to see, soobin as gyu's gay awakening me think, okay but this is so cute actually, the multiverse is using another fanfiction such as (silver eyes; crimson lips, guitar strings; pretty lies, ending scene, Obliviate, and Safety Precautions) all written by the same author who wrote this, yea shes a legend in soogyuist world

after their big fight, beomgyu woke up in a world where choi soobin is in love with him.

  • thigh tattoo
    • 4.1k words
    • someone need to appreciate gyu's legs especially thighs i swear bless this author, thighfcking, theyre literally idols here but boyfriends, based on that one photoshoot where gyu has a thigh tattoo, pwp

Soobin had a new obsession and all hell broke loose when his boyfriend got a tattoo on that very place that made him go crazy.

Beomgyu thinks that the stars must be fed up with him at this point, especially when he's been pining after his best friend for years.

Maybe he shouldn't have let the universe take this matter into its own hands.

  • together since ever
    • 10k words
    • senpai soobin tutors beomgyu, falling in love in between, amusement park, beomgyu asked soobin to tutor him actually a way so he can get a praise from soobin, cute jackson's voice

Soobin and Beomgyu have been together since ever. They became friends and fell in love in between. Will they grow up to be lovers?

  • untitled
    • 862 words
    • post break up, beomgyu trying to understand why soobin felt out love

Beomgyu loves and is loved until the end.

beomgyu is being stalked and he finds safety in a pair of gentle eyes belonged to choi soobin.

“I’ll be here, hyung.” Has Choi Beomgyu always been this good at reading minds?

In which Soobin has a terrible nightmare, and Beomgyu is there to shake him out of it. And as this happens, friendship blooms into love.

  • you're my happiness
    • 5k words
    • ex-roommate, soogyu being denial, mutual pining, confessions, lowkey based on soogyu separated bedrooms in the new dorm

As Beomgyu returns to his room, it dawns on him. It’s no longer Soobin and Beomgyu’s room, it’s just his room. In this dorm, Soobin isn’t an arm’s length away, but instead, there’s a thick wall separating them. There’s a barrier that Beomgyu didn’t have to cross before, and that’s terrifying.

In which one day, Beomgyu starts to avoid Soobin, leaving him very confused.

  • your lips, my lips (apocalypse)
    • 18k words
    • pre-apocalypse, meeting and falling in love at the end of the world, surprise soobin actually already admired him from a long time (read: voice), just them do anything before the world ended

“What is your last wish, Beomgyu?” There was nothing more uncertain than trusting the limited hours of your life in the hand of a stranger. But he did it anyway, and his heart was put at ease for the first time that day when Soobin curled his fingers around his. “I want to watch the world burn with you, Soobin-ah.”

Seoul, April 28 2029 10:34

The world was estimated to end in 23 hours. Beomgyu found himself a stranger to spend the last day of his life with.

sep 6 2021 ∞
mar 12 2023 +
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