• birthdate: May 2, 1986
• I love people in general and animals
• I'm shy but extroverted - I love being around people whether I know them or not but I'm quiet until I know them better/see them more
• I also love my own company
• I'm very open, I have no problems expressing my opinions, thoughts, pain, views to people, even strangers
• I'm very accepting and loving even when people have opposing views to my own
• I'm very easily amused and light-hearted, I have belly laughs that hurt everyday, even over the dumbest things, old memories, stupid jokes, perverted jokes, things I read..
• I'm extremely empathetic - I soak up everyone else's pleasure and pain. I view this as a beautiful gift. I'm empathetic to the point of ridiculousness though and literally, physically feel pain when someone else does. And joy, happiness, pleasure too.
• I love 5 and 6 inch stilettos
• My favorite movies are comedies especially romantic comedies and friendship themes. And also ghost/demon movies. I love those! They thrill me!
• I don't watch tv
• Philosophy is my love - philosophy of Law is one of my favorite topics
• I love connecting with people through deep conversations about life, love, pain, and happiness but also through light, simple conversations about fun plans for the weekend, movies, lunch, songs...
• nothing is too deep or too trivial for me
• I'm a naturally thin girl no matter how much junk food I consume.
• I am five feet and five inches tall and approximately 130 pounds but I don't keep track of my weight, the doctors do though at the mental health clinic. I look thinner than 130 though.
• I lose weight easily and quickly if I don't eat as much junk food.
• I have blue/green eyes. They get more and more green.
• I have thick long hair, almost long enough to sit on. It used to be like waist length, now it goes past my hipbones. I won't ever have it shorter than that.
• I love my long hair. I love the feel of it blowing in the wind and the way it brushes across my lower back, it feels amazing when I'm wearing a short shirt. I love running my fingers through it and when it gets caught in tree branches, I love when I lay in my bed and it touches the floor. It's kind of hard to brush because my arms can't reach it so I have to turn my head to the side to brush it. It gets sort of annoying when it gets caught on things when I'm walking or getting ready to lay down. But I wouldn't ever change it. It's well worth it! My dogs chew it and little kids sometimes like to pull on it on busses and wrap it around the metal bars, it attracts attention by strangers in public. I brush and wash it everyday.
• I don't want kids. Never have. Never will.
• But I always loved playing house and baby dolls as a little girl. I just have no natural desire for children. I'm nurturing to others but not in a maternal way.
• In my whole life I never had more than a few sips of alcohol. I did not like it.
• I love people and if I could I would take away the suffering of others even if I had to bear the burden myself and take on all the pain.
• I have terrible headaches that have no known cure or effective treatment, that sometimes drive me to contemplate suicide just to stop the physical pain right then.
• I have very vivid dreams while I sleep and I often remember them
• I love cafes, iced coffee, lattes, tea...
• dogs are my passion and I have six adorable babies! (Isis Summerjo, Boobie, Prince Oscar, Emmy, Quinny, & Woody)
• I have a very positive body image, mostly always have
• I struggle with psychosis, depression, and suicidal thoughts/urges now and again, sometimes randomly out of the blue, sometimes triggered by something...it's for no specific reason, like not environmental(although environmental factors can sometimes trigger or worsen it) just genetic/biochemical - I had this problem since I was a child. With professional help & self help methods, I mostly learned to keep it under control and cope well with it...but not always...
• I'm generally not an insecure girl, I'm confident usually but sometimes I struggle with feelings of worthlessness and old memories that aren't pleasant.
• I'm very open and like to share my experiences, pleasant, unpleasant, and anything, in the hope of helping or inspiring, bringing comfort to others in some way.
• I am calm and peaceful even when my external environment isn't.
• I practice gratitude and meditation frequently
• photography is my passion but I know nothing about it professionally, like dslr cameras and stuff but I have learned a few photography tips and rules I am practicing applying each day! I just take pictures of things that inspire me and I love my pictures! You can check them out on my photobucketaccount! 
• go ahead and follow or add my Facebook account and/or my blog! It's ok if I don't already know you! I have so many notifications though I may not see your friend request right away.
• get to know me, you won't be disappointed!
• if I like your blog I will follow it and share it even if you don't "return the favor." I love to love, not to be loved in return. Although I love being loved in return! It's not my ultimate goal though. My ultimate goal is to love, to care, to be kind, to be peaceful...I don't always succeed but generally I do very well! 
• I'm extremely forgiving and even if a friend or someone I have much affective love for or a fantastic friendship/relationship with were to do something horrible to me, it's likely I would stay friends with the person. If I choose not to stay friends I would lovingly let the person go, wish that person the best and be on my way.

I have always been loving but I'm even more now.

• I probably couldn't hold a grudge if my life depended on it.
• I'm extremely trusting. My trust can be broken again and again by the same people and I will trust again, my trust remaining completely intact. It's just my nature. People think it's stupid. Oh well! :-O I trust strangers and all.
• I'm very patient.
• My mom, little sister and me do just about everything together and get along well but we also get into big arguments (I don't yell or curse out of anger but they do) over stupid stuff, misunderstandings...but then less than an hour later it's like it never happened.
• I don't like when people think/say stuff about me that's not true whether it's good or bad or not good or bad but I'm working on this weakness of mine.
• I have a deep, rich inner world and love Philosophy and complex questions and thoughts, yet I am incredibly simple, I don't over think things or over analyze in life. I'm a very simple girl. I'm good at getting along with people, making compromises to help things go Smoothly for everyone but I'm still honest about my real opinions, don't expect people to read my mind, don't ask for the truth then get angry at the answer, not sensitive to criticism or innocent remarks, not angry usually when plans get changed at the last minute...
• I don't go out of my way to be different than most people or to be similar. I am in tune with my authentic Self. And I encourage others to do the same. If I like it, I'll go for it, if I don't, I won't! Whether it's popular or mainstream or "in" or not is irrelevant to me, usually.

There's nothing wrong with being "average" or being "different" as long as you're in touch with the true Self within. We are all similar and all different in some ways! :-D

• Oldies music is my absolute favorite and always has been, I'm head over heels in love with it!
• I love wrinkles, gray hair, laughlines, moles...I think they're beautiful.
• I see the good in everyone I meet. No matter how many negative qualities the person has, I can appreciate the good. It doesn't always mean the good makes up for the bad or that I always overlook or ignore the bad. It's just I never ignore the good that exists. Some people find this annoying and think I'm "too soft" or "foolish" and I have been called insults over it. Oh well! I have a back bone and am not sensitive in this way. So yeah. <3
• I am constantly mistaken for being someone who is younger than I am. Not only do I look much younger, I'm told I just seem very young, child-like, innocent, youthful....i used to not like this much. Now I just accept it. In 12th grade I was mistaken for a 9th grader. In 8th grade I was mistaken for a 6th grader. In college people thought I was sixteen years old and a genius who was skipped a few years. Even after college I have been mistaken for a middle school girl. Now I am occasionally mistaken for a teenager and often mistaken for a 20 year old. I often had trouble buying certain things and getting into R movies as an adult. A pedophile once hit on me when I was 26 years old! I have been told by men that I'm going to be sexy/hot when I "grow up!" ick! Not fun! But like I said, I accept it now. It used to piss me off!
• now I have beautiful laughlines on my face which I love. Maybe they will help me out!

"There are lines upon my face from a lifetime of smiles." ~ Joshua Kadison

found this pic online, a Facebook friend sent it to me - not mine, but cute and I agree! It sums up my life philosophy perfectly. <3