such a pretty color omg what a great start!! hmmm. well. pretty bad updates! my dad has been depressed lately because he’s been getting tests recommended. i think he’s become hyper aware of his age and he’s scared how he’ll manage after he gets old. he kinda guilt tripped me by saying he can’t go wherever he wants after retiring cuz there’s no one to take care of him. but my mom wants to live in india. so now i don’t know how that will change my future plans but we’ll see. i’m not heartless so if either of them really, really need me then i’ll help them (for a short period of time.) let’s focus on moving out first. i’ve been fighting with my girlfriend a lot lately. that’s fantastic. i don’t know why she bothers trying with me these days. anyone could make her happier. also i thought i’d be the one to draw her first :( what’s the point of the comic when she expects a three word birthday text. she can spend time with anyone doing the same bare minimum things she does with me so. whatever. i always put her in a horrendous position. i wonder why she still thinks im worth the trouble. i don’t want to consider otherwise because i love her, and she’s so precious to me and i want her in my life so badly. but maybe i am using my love as an excuse for her to stay hahasjsnsn that hurt pretty bad. we’ve been texting each other dry things all morning and she didn’t reply after some point. maybe i feel weird and my stomach hurts just a tad. i really don’t wanna do this right now hahahshsk oh well. beggars can’t be choosers! maybe i’ll sleep it off if she doesn’t want to talk to me today.