List of men who haunt me ranked by severity of internalized homophobia:

• Gavin Reed (DBH)
• Blondie/Joe (Dollars Trilogy)
• Trevor Belmont (CV)
• Dean Winchester (SPN)
• Tony Stark (MCU)
• Cuthbert Allgood (The Dark Tower)
• Jack Rackham (BS)
• Reigen Arataka (MP100)
• Obi-Wan Kenobi (SW)
• Serizawa Katsuya (MP100)