• name(s) : jolyne + katherine.
  • nicknames : joel, kyson, kat.
• pronouns : xe/xem/xyr, ve/vem/veir, he/him/his +
• age : nineteen (2001)
• race + ethnicity : white american
• zodiac : scorpio sun (nov 10th)
• mbti/enne : infj-t + 2w1
• languages : eng + esp (learning)

a lot of you already know me from shingeki no kyojin , sailor moon , + jojo's bizarre adventure !

i am hange zöe , rei hino / sailor mars , + jolyne cujoh !

this is not related to "fictionkin" or a "delusion". this is who i am! while flattering, i do not want identity thieves to interact with me. i'm a real person , and it's troublesome when people steal my identity. impersonating me can throw me into dangerous psychotic episodes.

i hardblock factkinners + people who refuse to see me as myself.

psychotic depression - 2019

• major depressive disorder subtype mood disorder with psychotic features / psychosis.
• symptoms i experience
  • chronic low mood + low self-esteem
  • hopelessness + helplessness
  • chronic feelings of guilt, irritability, + disinterest
  • suicidal thoughts + tendancies (years of multiple attempts + self-harm)
  • lack of libido + energy
  • hypersomnolence
  • delusions (usually non-bizarre paranoid + grandiose )
  • paranoia
  • hallucinations (usually auditory, some visual)
  • disorganized thoughts + speech
  • anhedonia

irritable bowel syndrome

• intestinal disorder that causes pain in the belly, bloating, and digestive problems.

fibromyalgia

• full-body chronic pain in muscles.

chronic migraines (+ abdominal, retinal, basiluar)

• intense form of headache. for me, it is accompanied by stomach + eye pain, as well as visual impairments).

horton's syndrome

• nicknamed "suicide headaches" or "cluster headaches", a cluster of headaches that last for days to months of excruciating pain near the eye + side of the head.

♤ = spiritual / ☹ = doubles iffy

I LOVE DOUBLES (UNMARKED WITH ☹ )

highest

• abriel lafiel (crest of the stars)
• ardata carmia (hiveswap)
• azula (avatar: the last airbender)
• catra (she-ra: the princesses of power)
• genya shinazugawa (demon slayer) ☹
• hajime iwaizumi (haikyuu!!)
• haruko haruhara (flcl)
• midari ikishima (kakegurui)
• minene uryuu (mirai nikki)
• misa amane (death note)
• nami (one piece)
• reko yabusame (your turn to die)
• ryo hayakawa (princess nine)
• sora takenouchi (digimon)
• susie (deltarune)
• taiga aisaka (toradora)
• tobio kageyama (haikyuu!!)
• trainer haruka/may (pokemon) ☹♤

romantic comforts

• akane owari (danganronpa)
• asuka langely (neon genesis evangelion)
• bonnibel bubblegum (adventure time)
• hermes costello (jojo's bizarre adventure)
• june egbert (homestuck)
• kanaya maryam (homestuck)
• kiyoko shimizu (haikyuu!!)
• kurapika kurta (hunter x hunter)
• mikasa ackerman (shingeki no kyojin)
• moblit berner (shingeki no kyojin)
• sasha braus (shingeki no kyojin)
• tenko chabashira (danganronpa)
• terezi pyrope (homestuck)

platonic comforts

• amy rose (sonic)
• aoi asahina (danganronpa)
• armin arlert (shingeki no kyojin)
• chibiusa (sailor moon)