- i can't properly rant lol i just end up forming incomplete sentences and making angry sounds but um this actually helps i should try and do it more. also i often end up asking a lot of questions to my rantee harhar
- if i internalise bad feels ie they dont get shared out with other people, everything just remains the same ie nothing good happens. but once i let it out, im suddenly okay again with whoever it was i was annoyed with and/or that person/thing starts becoming better. this kind of annoys me because then i realise that those feels were temporary and im only showing a temporary (bad) version of myself, my perception and of that person. now other people know about it and this makes me terribly uncomfortable.
- i think my friendships go in cycles. either way they are never consistent. i should stop thinking that they are. example: i can at times be very clingy, very solitude-y, very independent, very disconnected and very friendly. it sucks.
- i both like and hate the fact that im often blind to absolutely everything that occurs. im not sure if it's my fault or its because im just really unobservant
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