* knit, crochet, cross stitch, and embroider

• it honours my female ancestors (actual and cultural) and their ingenuity, creativity, and hard work
• it quietens my mind when i’m anxious
• it promotes mindfulness
• it engages my mind in a way that also allows me to focus on other things, like films, tv, and music
• it improves my dexterity and maintains my fine motor skills
• it sometimes produces something i can wear, display, or otherwise use

• clipping. (2)
• cmat
• foo fighters
• hozier
• noah kahan
• spector
• wet leg

• drawing smoke into my lungs
• hard back rubs
• sleeping in a big t shirt
• the hair on my legs, or smooth legs
• preparing matcha (whisking)
• my inner thighs being squeezed
• tightening the threads on my earrings
• drunken head rushes
• hot drinks at the perfect temperature
• the click-clack of knitting
• dye being slathered onto my hair
• rubbing sleep out of my eyes
• taking my underwear off (inc. socks)
• sleeping on a towel during my period
• heavy rain on car windows

• “i just spent seven hours looking at old pics of me / tryna pinpoint where the bitch began / somewhere after the passion of christ / and before i had an instagram” — i don’t really care for you
• “i can feel it slip away / that last sweet shred of stupidness / my mommy's old mistakes / are losing their elusiveness / it's 1988 / i can see her / i can hear her / singing” — where are your kids tonight?
• “i gave you all i had because i believed in nests / silly bitch / should have spent it on yourself” - have fun!
• “always the cowboy, never the cow / i hate the way my life turned out / there ain't no ranch to roam inside my room / and i've got cotton wool for arms / i won't be much use on the farm / so i'll stay inside and watch him sing his tune” — i wanna be a cowboy, baby!
• “i don't need to touch you, just speak to me like i'm your wife or a part of you..._janis joplining_

• 29
• summer baby
• vegetarian
• reader
• music lover
• fibre amateur
• bespectacled
• neurodivergent

• a home to call my own
• a car (a mini cooper, ideally)
• a cat
• an extensive vinyl collection, or perhaps cd

• all my love / noah kahan
• baby can i hold you / tracy chapman
• bed chem / sabrina carpenter
• body & blood / clipping.
• the deep / clipping.
• dilemma / nelly & kelly rowland
• dinner & diatribes / hozier
• don’t shut me down / abba
• francesca / hozier
• from eden / hozier
• go go juice / sabrina carpenter
• goodbye / sabrina carpenter
• have fun! / cmat
• i still have faith in you / abba
• i wanna be a cowboy, baby! / cmat
• janis joplining / cmat
• la bamba / ritchie valens
• a little respect / erasure
• love her madly / the doors
• nobody’s son / sabrina carpenter
• over my head / fleetwood mac

• reckless by elsie silver
• heartless by elsie silver
• tusk love by thea guanzon