i have my own personal struggles / mental illnesses to deal with and ive been more or less stable this year, but as a failsafe please note:

• threads labelled [delete later] are usually irl stuff / rants, i dont really expect any sort of response
• you should probably start worrying if im venting without the [delete later] tag - it means im already too far gone in a breakdown to rationally label my shit orz;;
• sometimes i may lock my acct to deal with rising (really bad) paranoia, ill unlock it when i feel like im ready to have it public again