• A Clockwork Orange on DVD
• On vinyl: classical, Jeff Buckley, James Pants
• "Asa, as I Knew Him" by Susannah Kaysen
• Green Teddy: http://us.asos.com/ASOS-Lace-Deep-Plunge...
• Cord midi skirt: http://us.topshop.com/en/tsus/product/cl...
• FLOWERS!

• lingerie
• veggie burgers
• upcoming trip to hawaii
• not hating my job
• TRUE DETECTIVE
• broad city!
• green drinks
• my new glasses

• "a concise chinese-english dictionary for lovers"
• kierkegaard
• plath
• duras
• collage artists
• martin page
• margaret fuller
• "half the sky"
• "book one" by chip kidd
• flowers in the attic
• all the ones I bought & haven't read yet
• MORE IM FORGETTING

• escape from tomorrow
• the double
• blue is the warmest color
• ain't them bodies saints

• overstuffed sandwiches
• songs that take too long to start
• mustaches and/or anchors and/or owls used decoratively
• people's opinions
• "you guys"

• juice boxes
• eye shadow
• kate bush
• my job
• fawlty towers
• dreaming of spring
• my new baby! PHOEBE FLORA!
• scandinavian aesthetic- names, braids, etc.
• my red hair
• listening to podcasts on my blackberry @ work
• wafer cookies

• "laura" by bat for lashes!!!
• wagner
• plannin' my move to rockport!
• getting to work from home
• setting up my etsy shop
• thinking seriously about starting a magazine someday
• making things for people
  • casey's collage
  • jess's portrait
• growing my bangs out (difficult)

• "GIRLS"!
• being done with the semester!
• having my windows open
• thinking about maybe trying to jog?
• "dancing on my own" by robyn!
• planning things for the summer

• being at the playground and seeing a girl in a white sweater
• being in the kitchen with my mom after watching "maya the bee"
• chrissy flicking cool whip in my face by accident
• going trick-or-treating in melrose dressed as a clown
• getting into a scratching fight with a girl in ballet class
• swimming in the pool with my mom & dad

• TZATZIKI
• "apocalypse now"
• "seinfeld"
• MY NEW COAT!! http://www.nastygal.com/whats-new/bridge...
• saying out loud, "i have one more semester of school left"
• playing my old playstation which i dug out of the garage! (so weird)
• flower crowns!!
• "mishima" soundtrack
• downloading fonts

• "DIG"- story & collages
• learn more german!!!!!!
• BLOG POSTS!
• figure out the whole moisturizer thing
• organize all the mixes i've made//choose cds to keep in the car (+ don't forget soundtracks! like r+j!)
• figure out whole itunes/ipod thing
• find more spaces to show work
• poetry zine feat. me & nasha

• sedmikrasky
• don't deliver us from evil
• never let me go
• mysterious skin

• sleeping with a fan on me
• my mom's cableknit cardigan
• james pants
• zucchini pie
• mr. rochester
• there are blonde redhead songs i haven't heard??!???!?
• "judas"
• sedmikrasky (always)
• imagining my room NOT being a clusterfuck/planning for this
• mentally planning for when i have the house to myself

• origami
• "wellfleet" collages
• see "true grit" again
• drink a great deal of beer
• make a wonderful mix
• buy rain boots, coat, heels
• watch the movies i got for xmas
• kill self
  • jk

• ✔ find out if i can get microsoft office through endicott
  • if not, try to find disc/code
  • if none of this works, buy it
• GET DESIGN PROGRAMS ASAP
• parking ticket
  • ARGUE
• ✔ framing artwork for school show
  • email farrier AGAIN, or..?
  • pick up new mats/make sure they're right
• ✔ deal with bio professors (both)
• ✔ get taxes done
• ✔ get car inspected

• not having to be anywhere at any particular time
• reading until the sun came up and then going to bed at like 7am
• not having homework/any obligations of any kind, really
• seeing my friends
• making new mixes and going for really long drives to nowhere, listening to them
• watching marathons
  • anything/everything on bravo!
  • the office!
• being encased in my shabby chic plush blanket all day if i wanted
• getting the chance to draw and write
• getting the chance to READ what i want to!!
• not having to see any endicott assholes
• having time to think
• not hating sundays (HUGE)

• sitting up straight/posture in general
• watching random, weird movies on tv just because they're on
• worrying about my parents
• worrying about my brother and sisters
• referring to things as being "bad ass"
  • so lame
  • so not like me
  • this is the nickleback of phrases
  • i cannot stop
• finding ANY alternatives to my old orange coat
  • real heavy sweaters
  • pathetically thin blazer with scarf
  • just being freezing
• wearing heels everywhere
  • errands, even!
• staring at my xmas tree

• ✔ PORTFOLIO STUFF
• ✔ study for native american art history exam
• ✔ 3 more prints for wednesday (!!!!!)
• ✔ dolores drawings
• write story about hate (when the hell is that due)
• talk to towner about schedule
• ✔ keep checking for opening in boston history class
• ✔ blog posts
• ✔ finish application for PEM internship
• ✔ pay phone bill
• find a copy of ADA to buy so i can finally return it to the library
• I KNOW I'M FORGETTING SOMETHING

• ada or ardor: a family chronicle
• the unbearable lightness of being
• paint it black
• to kill a mockingbird
• the love machine
• heartbreak
• dancing on my grave
• jane eyre
• prague
• pale fire

• Rachel Ruysch
• Mercedes Helnwein
• Judy Chicago
• Stefan Sagmeister
• Kime Buzzelli
• Tracey Emin
• Aurel Schmidt
• Alex Asher Daniel
• Paula Scher
• Alexis Mackenzie

• re-watching my so called life
• toast w cream cheese & avocado
• dum dum girls!
• starting a dog-walking business
• house plants
• GRAPEFRUIT SAN PELLEGRINO
• three's company (always)
• my short hair
• all the good movie trailers comin' out
• trying to find the perfect skater skirt

• a new laptop
• glasses
• contacts
• a new phone
• MORE PRINTED PORTFOLIOS
• a second opinion on my x-rays, cat scan, etc.
• appt. with dermatologist
• car inspection

• my NEW HOUSE
• cooking
• "losing you" by solange
• looking for a stupid job
• peanuts
• oatmeal for breakfast
• trying to decorate with 0 dollars
• making & drinking chai tea every morning
• re-watching all episodes of "sunny"

• "the idler wheel..."!!!!
• relaxing
• cooking!!
  • conceptualizing meals
  • salads
  • sandwiches
  • jam
• playing tomb raider..?
• avocados, again
• the clothes i found in my old closet
• home decor inspiration

• raspberry life savers
• my VERY new, craazy-different hair!
• playing battleship with nasha
• primary colors
• checkers
• days that feel like spring!!!!!

• ballerina
• brokedown palace
• personal velocity
• the rules of attraction
• the secret garden
• sylvia
• christiane f.

• drive (x2)
• double-header in cabridge w/ nasha
  • martha marcy may marlene
  • like crazy
• j. edgar
• martha marcy may marlene, again!
• screening of the nutcracker!
• the girl with the dragon tattoo
• suspiria screening @ the gallery

• opera
• having money
• grilled cheese & tomato
• diamanda galas
• listening to a lot of my records
• the new arrangement of my room
• black pants (& wearing all black)
• watching old nickelodeon things on netflix
• "sing for your supper" by mamas & papas (that whole record)
• dario argento (always)
• salem witch trials homework (not even dreading it)
• drinking water solely out of my thorpe school bottle
• my blackberry
• monochrome get-ups
• jesse christensen

• summer '11
  • salem witch trials
  • ethics
• fall '11
  • information design
  • creative bookmaking
  • painting
  • thesis

• foundations of design
• women in american history and culture
• intro to computer graphics
• art in society: 1400-present
• seminar in academic inquiry
• intro to photographic methods
• tech & history of graphic design
• art in society: prehistory to 1400
• applied statistics
• INTERNSHIP I
• principles of graphic design
• foundations seminar
• college writing seminar
• typography I
• typography II
• intro to creative writing
• drawing and composition I
• problems of aesthetics
• INTERNSHIP II
• early american history and literature
• probability

• cutting my hair
• deleting my facebook

• chloe perfume (seriously this time)
• CLOTHES/SHOES
  • modern milly
  • the golden hanger
  • urban
  • savers
  • aldo
  • nordstrom
• books
  • nice german dictionary!
  • lovely old copy of to kill a mockingbird
• movies
  • inglorious basterds
  • to kill a mockingbird
  • pulp fiction
  • the reader
• music

• read at least 3 books (AT LEAST)
• break ridiculous nocturnal sleeping pattern (or at least make it less ridiculous)
• make money
  • odd job design stuff
  • maybe some hours at used books
• WRITE A LOT, like every day
  • also go places + take notes that will help
• lose AT LEAST 5 lbs (but 10 would be awesome)
• find AT LEAST 2 places to show artwork
  • also email farrier about showing at school
• GO ONLINE WAAAAAAAAAAAAY LESS
  • (this is ironic)
• try not to be completely hysterical when ...

• ✔ refill prescription
• ✔ email barbara
• order contacts
• ✔ call BLURB people if my portfolio doesn't get here this week
• ✔ PROJECT FOR NATIVE AMERICAN ART
  • pointless
  • kiddish
  • due thurdsay!!
• ✔ write more for final creative non-fiction portfolio
  • decide what's going in there
  • edit
• do a LOT of reduction prints
  • tracings
  • ...figure out how to do them, exactly
• ✔ xmas shopping

• tarot card reading
• 1.7 oz chloe perfume
• polaroid film
• miu miu pumps

• David Kross
• Robert Pattinson
• Daniel Day-Lewis
• Christian Bale
• Jim Sturgess
• John Krasinski
• Mike Nelson
• Jacoby Ellsbury
• Emile Hirsch
• Jack Tripper (fictional, dead)
• Brady Corbet
• Justin Theroux

• valentina perfume
• book of sylvia plath drawings
• embroidered eye pillow (http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/cat...)
• vintage coat

(http://www.nastygal.com/back-to-fall/avi...)

• pseudo-heels
• witch city consignment
• goat cheese
• designing
• rare posters on ebay
• wanting a dog
• hot weather

• the touch of satan
• the screaming skull
• devil doll
• riding with death
• the final sacrifice
• hercules unchained
• time chasers
• devil fish
• teenage strangler
• werewolf
• boggy creek II
• overdrawn at the memory bank
• space mutiny
• girl in gold boots
• future war
• the prince of space
• merlin's shop of mystical wonders
• the giant spider invasion
• hobgoblins
• angel's revenge
• the brain that wouldn't die

• arrested development!!
• scrambled eggs
• having the windows open
• my little loft
• re-watching mst3k
• buying flowers
• chocolate soy milk

• "earthlings"- documentary on animal cruelty
• the west memphis 3
• gilda radner's death
• having no money/my future
• the number of little things i have to do/remember

• MY NEW PERSIAN KITTY! HULA GIRL!
• trying to eat less
• my little job! easy & good hours
• FIONA.
  • literally listening to NOTHING but fiona
  • especially "i want you"
• the dark knight rises!
• looking forward to things
• checking the boston comedy festival site constantly.
• tom hardy

• mad men (again!)
• doin' stand-up! and bein pretty good!
• hole
• my thesis proj

• digital imaging and manipulation
• thesis II
• web design
• graphic design studio

• my hunter boots
• my short-ish hair
• making books! esp. sewing them!
• my leather shorts
• christmassy things

• hating thesis so much it's ridiculous
• BREAKING BAD
• this cat
• my bed
• jesse's bed
• the gallery
• chokers
• cutting sweaters
• angry emails to professors
• hair up w/ a scarf
• nausea
• missing friends
• "DRIVE"
• bubble baths
• "melancholia"!!!!
• buying clothes
• watching "friends" on demand

• frames for finished collages
• scanner
• new phone
• THESE
• jeans
• WEDGES
• tarot guide book
• black persian cat!
• haircut (that's just sad)
• train ticket to DC
• bed frame
• modern millie & savers spree
• chanel bag at the golden hanger
• a TONNN of neutrogena oil free fresh moisture

• watching "shameless" on demand when i wake up
• heavenly!!
  • esp. "so little deserve"
• suzi quatro
• natalie portman for miss dior cherie (& that song!)
• submitting to zines
  • starting one
• collaging
• orange lipstick
• origami
• fall '11 shows
  • esp. christopher kane
• "government hooker"
• nicki minaj
• orange chocolate
• tarot cards

• boardwalk empire
  • a german maybe? nemesis of jimmy darmody?!
• dexter
• the office
• real time with bill maher
• the sarah silverman program (RIP)
• mad men
• curb your enthusiasm
  • richard lewis's relative?!
• i love this list.

• tennis
• german/germany
• the idea of writing a book
  • and kind of starting one..
• "sleepy" southern towns
  • in the 1930's
  • the style
  • southern-sounding names like Annabelle, Finn, Scout
  • this is very obviously due to the next obsession
• TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD
• long drives
• blond boys
• quentin tarantino
• DICK DALE AND HIS DEL-TONES!!!/all 60s surf music!!!!!!!
• blueberry jam

• ✔ figure out/finalize all financial aid stuff
• ✔ get books
• ✔ email professor farrier about artwork
• re-arrange my room so i DON'T bump into things, can actually plug things in and walk around, etc.
  • this will mean cleaning and organizing, too
• craigslist post ($$$$$$$$$$$$$$$)
• ✔ make a new mix
• get nose ring removed!

• brokedown palace
• dead poet's society
• true romance
• leon: the professional
• wild at heart
• how to be
• 200 cigarettes
• krabat
• obsession
• cleopatra
• milk

• add printmaking things to "art" links (separate?)
• ✔ another video post
  • ✔ bad romance!!
  • warpaint vid for "stars"
  • ✔ sytycd, only good things
  • ✔ funny games trailer (german one)
  • smiley face clips
  • ✔ karen dalton
• post with 1990s pap photos
• ✔ baseball thing from NYLON (new inspiration board maybe?)
• POSTS FOR ARTISTICTHINGS.COM
  • ✔ artists from MoMA (leslie, etc)
  • ✔ installation w/ gaga and alexander mcqueen
  • ✔ baseball thing from NYLON
  • ✔ style hero (jen brill maybe)
  • ✔ night gardening spread w/ kim noorda (eas...

• images of outer space
• ballet/Gelsey Kirkland
• open fields
• typography
• nostalgia
• darkness
• lace
• abandoned places
• mouths
• mystery
• Dolores "Lolita" Haze
• transparency/layers
• facial expressions
• the female form
• Edinburgh
• consuming relationships
• heavy fog
• gypsophila (baby's breath)
• the 1990s, the 1970s
• underlining things in books
• cartography