- I am so depressed and stressed out lately. I'm not sure why but everything is irritating me to the point of wanting to run away crying or punch someone. I can smile and enjoy some things but not the way I normally would.
- The thing I dwell on the most is that everything is the same all the time and the only major changes that happen are negative. I'm still in the same apartment, the same annoying kids at school with the same stupid destructive behaviors, still no closer to any of my goals. And when I think I am getting closer something happens to screw it up. I had almost $400 saved up to move and pay for convention tickets and now it's down to $170 because we had to borrow from it. I do it to myself and I know I'm the one main problem. I just don't know how to fix myself.
may 7 2013 ∞
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