Some stuff that are good to know too:

• I am diagnosed with dysthymic disorder since I was 9 years old.
• I have constant mood swings that make me isolate myself for days or hours (it depends), so if I suddenly disappear, is not like I'm ignoring you.
• I am on test with my therapist because I might be diagnosed with OSDD . I don't like to self-diagnose and I am really nervous about this.
• I have been through lot of trauma and neglect. So if I apologize too much or give steps back, be patient with me.

Because of the trauma listed before, I constantly destroy and rebuild my identity. So I'm very aggressive towards my privacy and my own identity, so please be patience with me, even if I seem very reluctant to befriend you, I will try to approach to you, carefully but if I do not have success I will gentle get away and is not your fault, I will probably give a try again.