warning: mega cringe. mega personal too kinda, but i try not to be... please be very very extra nice to me! (,,>﹏<,,)

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✦ dec

• general mood ⟡ holiday break has given me a lot of time for art and hobbies! mostly art. my brain at work was nonfunctional cuz i really was looking forward to this break </3 lol... lots of coming out of comfort zones when it comes to drawing and socializing and sharing what i do. at the end of the month i felt pretty miserable and anxious about being abandoned but i am truly blessed to have such a wonderful partner.
• fav media ⟡ watched dragon ball daima and ina11 season one with my partner and those were lots of fun!! i also started kirby planet robobot and mmz1. i mostly play kirby because my older brother keeps using the controller for himself. blehhhh!!
• highlights ⟡ i got my very very long hair cut very very short! 🍀 pushing myself to get creative for at least 1hr a day! and more art stuff like making social media accounts... 🍀 i get invited to the tmgc club's creative team and drew standees for patron of the arts!! 🍀 year end parties with coworkers (we went glamping) and company (theme was "stellar" and i dressed up very cute like a schoolgirl) 🍀 i won a raffle so i got myself lots of nice stuff including a new tea pot, "refurbished" my 3ds, and... an ipad!! i am excited to draw more!! i also drew a shirt design for a contest and made lots of nice art!! 🍀 nearly bought a retroid pocket 5 out of impulse but stopped myself because i could just. emulate. or at least use my 3ds and anbernic more... 🍀 my cute partner gifted me mega man zero :3 and i got a VERY cheap tamagotchi 4u hehehe... 🍀 made a crochet drawing glove!! i'd like to do more arts and crafts in the year to come :]

✦ nov

• general mood ⟡ felt like an alien. most of the month was absolutely awful. mental illness eating at my brain, and i wish i were joking. felt like i should be isolated and alone forever (and that there is no place for me anywhere), but i snapped out of it... i'm lucky to have an extremely patient partner. trying to talk to more people more after that whole thing.
• fav media ⟡ been really getting into fragaria memories lately :) finished the red bouquet stories (i like rimicha and sanah)
• highlights ⟡ i start my no spend month which wasn't a 100% success but i learned a lot 🍀 successful first digital zine release! i join my work's art club! 🍀 supertyphoon scare 🍀 7 hour national ID wait ugh 🍀 i got a REALLY good deal on the tamagotchi uni (it is fun and worth it) and my early christmas gift from kuya (running shoes yay) 🍀 partner invited me to their friend group and they were all very lovely in the short time i've seen them before my mental health tanked :( 🍀 rip morino tamagotchi

✦ oct

• general mood ⟡ despite how busy busy work was, i'm surprised how much time i've had for my interests and other social things!! the tamafixation continues, but less rabid after i got my Ps. i got an entama too!! more socialization than usual as well... huh!!
• fav media ⟡ pinkpanthress's remix album (fancy some more) is stuck in my head and got me through a shitty day and commute so that's one of my highlights for october!! umm starting to get into umamusume too thanks to my partner, and cinderella gray s1 was fun!! oguriiiiii...
• highlights ⟡ blocktales with my bunny ♡ 🍀 TAMAGOTCHI Ps SECURED and i was able to fix the capacitor myself under time pressure on my work break >:) 🍀 oc social network revives my drive to flesh out my stupid chud oc 🍀 halloween at work but our very unique underwater themed workstation didn't win somehow :( 🍀 ayala museum and getting to eat galettes again yum yum <3 🍀 TMGC MEETUP i met sooo many people... 🍀 and finally! ending the month off with a rare entama ^_^ what a joyous month!! 🍀 oh and i pick up photography again!!

✦ sep

• general mood ⟡ i was constantly distracted and insecure and kind of jealous of other people this month :( also fixated with tamagotchi to an obsessive degree LOL not too fun being sososo distracted! but they bring me joy...
• fav media ⟡ BUNGOU STRAY DOGS ANIME AAAHHH I LOVED WATCHING IT WITH MY PARTNER RAHHHH; piranesi was also very very fun :D
• highlights ⟡ superpark 🍀 didn't have to take my PCOS meds (i hope i am getting better) 🍀 tamagotchi ON acquired 🍀 i join a local tamagotchi fan club