appearance things

• new haircut
• tattoo
  • dragon, fish, tiger, hannya, oni, botan/peony
• piercing
  • conch, more fwd helix, lobe again, snug, anti-tragus, industrial
  • belly button piercing once i lose this gut
• injectables:
  • masseter botox
  • calf botox
  • nose filler
• invasive:
  • buccal fat removal
  • epicanthoplasty

• almond croissant pastry
• bacon cheeseburger with fries
• peking duck (wtf why do i want to eat this)
• cornbread and bbq
• guo bao rou
• big sandwich
• cinnamon roll
• scones with butter
• apple fritter
• dumplings
• creamy potato salad
• breakfast sandwich
• mac & cheese with general tso mock chk'n
• lox & cc bagel
• 2 cannoli
• nutella bombe
• donuts from sanremo bakery!!

• GW1: 59kg
• GW2: 53kg

january

• weight: 70.6kg
• bf: 27%

may

• weight: 75.1kg (idek when i weighed this much, must have been back in 2014...)

july 2020

• weight: idk i'm scared

august 2020

july 2022

• weight: 150 lbs

• harpy eagle
• poodle moth
• pugs

• pb & j sandwiches
• pb & banana sandwiches
• rice cakes
  • shao bing
  • mochi
• buns
  • "the devil" T&T's cream and almond pineapple bun
  • green tea red bean bun-
  • pineapple bun
    • fresh baked, plain, still delicious no matter what's inside
  • sesame bun
  • steamed red bean bun
• fried sticky sesame balls （煎堆)
• japanese cheesecake
• chocolate chip cookies
• chocolate pudding & cinnamon toast crunch...

• brandy
• regan
• madeleine
• azalea
• olivia
• zelda
• delilah
• scarlet
• penelope
• winter
• andromeda
• aria
• noëlle
• faye
• blossom
• lilith

• ✔ uraboku
• fairy tail
• one piece
• kill la kill
• akame ga kill
• psycho pass
• mirai nikki
• guilty crown
• puella magi madoka magica
• blood lad
• durarara!!x2
• ✔ free
• free eternal summer
• ✔ knb
• ✔ knb 2
• ✔ knb 3
• uchouten kazoku
• planetes
• gintama
• great teacher onizuka
• kyousougiga

• matryoshka - zatracenie
• matryoshka - laideronnette
• ✔ exo-m - mama
• ✔ exo-k - mama
• ✔ exo-m - hug
• ✔ exo-k - kiss
• ✔ exo-k - wolf
• ✔ exo-m - wolf
• ✔ exo-k - wolf repackage

• fit the iron ring around your other fingers -- and go to the office to size down!!!
• slimmer feet to fit into cute summer shoes
• i want to look like a fuckin model and when couples see me i want the guy's eyes to be glued to me and i want to make the girl feel insecure and jealous (i'm so lonely, always walking alone, seeing other cute couples happily walking together... i never got to experience that, and i'm bitter and terrible for it)
• i want to bump into my old male hs classmates and shock them, i want them to hit on me cuz im unrecognizable, i want to rub it in their faces for how they called me fat, i was undesirable, but i will change
• i want to bump into the girls from my hs and make them feel jealous because ive tr...

the savory

• stuffed crust fully loaded pizza with creamy garlic dip, hot sauce and/or bbq sauce
• cheeseburger with bacon and blue cheese dressing on a brioche bun
• twice-fried fries, salted, and maybe with cajun or vinegar
• sweet potato fries with sriracha mayo
• a huge bowl of mac and cheese with the corner piece and loads of crunchy topping bits
• jumbo shredded chicken or beef burrito with all the fillings
• loaded nachos
• fried turkey burger from Clubhouse
• curry meatballs on noodles, a la ladyandpups
• 滷肉饭 with lots of 饭
• bbq pork puff pastry x3
• fried pumpkin in salty egg yolk

• m: dl
• t: rows + 20m stairmaster
• w: walk
• th: s
• f: ohp/arms/abs + 20m stairmaster
• sat: hike/other
• sun: rest, yoga, walk, etc.

• durarara!!
• knb
• one piece

• ✔ no longer human osamu dazai
• 1984 george orwell
• ✔ still alice lisa genova
• junji ito
• death by water kenzaburo oe
• the unconsoled kazuo ishiguro

• beef rolls （牛肉夹饼）
• xi'an cold noodles （凉皮儿）
• pan-fried pork buns （水煎包）
• bibimbap
• sushi
  • avocado & salmon
  • bbq eel
• any creamy pasta
• baked beans
• chesntut cafe: peru corn pudding
• dan dan mian
• burgers
• wings
• pizza
• cheese scones
• chive turnovers （韭菜盒子）
• sandwiches

• hunter
• rhys
• noel
• caleb
• phantom
• nicholas
• isaac
• felix

• ✔ 5lbs
  • exo k new album (if it ever comes out hah)
• ✔ 10lbs
  • exo m new album
• ✔ 15lbs
  • intuous5 medium
• ✔ 20lbs
• 25lbs
• 30lbs
• 35lbs

• ✔ target
• ✔ bed bath & beyond
• k-mart
• ✔ walgreens
• ✔ trader joe's
• ✔ village grocer
• ✔ 7-eleven
• ✔ kensington market
• ✔ cvs
• ✔ target

• ✔ gelato
• ✔ mango coconut sticky rice
• ✔ scones
• ✔ pecan cinnamon buns
• ✔ natto
• ✔ churros
• onion flower
• ✔ cake pop
• ✔ mochi ice cream
• Kürtőskalács/chimney cakes
• ✔ hotteok
• ✔ korean fried chicken
• ✔ white ppl bbq
• ✔ taiyaki
• pull apart cheese bread
• ✔ real mac & cheese
• ✔ pretzel chocolate chip cookies
• omurice
• momofuku milk bar
  • ✔ crack pie

• ✔ find a career that is mentally challenging
• ✔ a job that keeps me on my toes with creative work that is not necessarily number crunching, but strategy-based
• ✔ a lot of work to keep my busy
• travelling!!
• living in a luxurious high-rise apartment in downtown toronto bachelor suite, maybe by the harbourfront or midtown or north york
• ✔ somewhere where i can have team dinners with my coworkers and clients
• ✔ have a fun life, party it up, go to bars and drink and have fun with friends
• decorate my own place, maybe raise a puppy or a cat
• ✔ find a bf
• eventually move in with my boyfriend...?

• ✔ get a job
• get your own place
• east asia travel trip
  • hk
  • taiwan
  • japan
  • korea
• complete art portfolio
• ✔ G license

• mary & max
• the babadook
• howl's moving castle
• up

sem I

• ✔ lin alg
• ✔ calc 1
• ✔ esp
• ✔ programming
• ✔ statics

sem II

• calc 2
• ✔ electrical fundamentals
• esp 2
• ✔ t1 seminar
• ✔ into to mat & chem
• dynamics

• ✔ iron man III
• ✔ the great gatsby
• my neighbour totoro
• spirited away
• ✔ princess mononoke
• ponyo
• kiki's delivery service
• cloud atlas
• ✔ oldboy
• ✔ oblivion
• ✔ howl's moving castle
• pulp fiction
• man of steel
• interstellar
• i saw the devil
• the hobbit
  • ✔ an unexpected journey
  • the desolation of smaug
  • the battle of the five armies
• maleficent