• dragonsblood inscence sticks
• fresh ground coffee beans
• boss colonge
• women's black xs
• flower by kenzo
• vanilla fragrance from the body shop
• fruity white wine
• country garden room sanatiser by glade
• the smell of indian spices
• fresh rain water/dew

• i get asked to tell someone who i am
• being asked to repeat myself more than once
• getting told by various managers at work to smile
• when i am trying to take your order at work/am shopping, strangers ask how i am, and i may feel like falling off the end of the earth, but i say "good thankyou"
• how uneasy my mum is, always making me feel uncomfortable.
• being asked "hi, how're you" when i am shopping/browsing
• when my ex boyfriend of one year talks about sex/porn/girls

• tell me or your friends how "babin" someone else is, even if it may be a celebrity or someone they have no chance of getting with.
• no kissing before sex.
• flirting with other girls if i've been with you recently.
• don't like the same things i do.
• don't like going to cute restraunts with me.
• when cute girls seem overly friendly than what im used to and i like it more than i should, then find out they're straight.

• thin legs and arms
• c-cup boobs
• pouty lips
• nice smelling/perfume
• affectionate
• likes/has tattoo's
• drinks and smokes

• leeches
• dirty hands
• breaking hearts
• being a minor
• whether too hot/sweating
• mega blisters
• constant bruising
• craving cigarettes

• the chumscrubber
• spirited away
• secretary
• howls moving castle
• donnie darko
• totoro
• dark water
• cruel intentions
• young adam

• seeing my favorite band for the first time at wyong
• getting out of nexus ward last year
• 26/02/07, when i thought i had found my soulmate
• the only good part of 2008, making hundreds of new friends, and finding the two best friends i could ever ask for
• new years 08/09, with stoo and jeorga, breaking my little toe, getting into some mad club with stoo, proposing to jeorga on the massive harbour bridge walk and buying some gross cold wog pizza for $1.75.
• the lucky country nights, jack kavanagh and jake finn.
• the infamous "bobby chang" night
• various funny nights at dan dywers crib
• the 11.11 security night with kate and kirby at the cambridge, getting legless and stoned and filmed with a band we had no idea the name of.

• read an entire book
• been arrested
• protested/rioted
• watched an entire sci-fi movie
• slept with my eyes open
• passed maths/science/p.e
• been in a fist fight
• owned my very own car
• funneled more than 2.5 of booze (to this date)
• felt enough self confidence/liked everything about how i look
• been in serious car accident

• midori and lemonade
• fruity lexia (goon sunrise, my own creation, haha)
• fruit tingles
• peach vodka
• vodka lemon&lime
• coronas
• platnium extra dry
• vodka rasberry

• sleep/being sloth like
• aquim antibacterial gel
• panadene forte and other pain killers
• weight loss/gain
• british comedy and dramas
• falling asleep to cartoons
• possetion
• documentation
• my favourite doona
• myspace (unfortunatly)
• aircondtioners

• being clean
• sexual activity
• compliments
• freshly shaven
• soft kissing
• tidy and organised
• new clothes touch
• really good boobies, lol.

• learn to be a lover
• earn provisional plates
• get fake or look-a-like i.d again
• move out into appartment intown or sydney.
• find how to get my hair to grow
• get my hair the right colour(s)
• make more art for my room
• have a long awaited holiday

• someone new.
• someone that always emails or messages me, always brings a smile to my face.
• someone that will come up behind me and give me a big bear hug when im having a tanty.
• someone smart enough to realise when im unhappy.
• someone to have sleepovers with, tickle under a sea of blankets, and go get fast food and movies in our pajamas.
• someone tollerant of me and what my actions may be.
• someone i won't care about driving far distances to be with, because your worth it.
• someone interested in what i want to do with my life, my career path and basic interests.
• someone that will show me just enough attention and affection.

things i would want to do in the unlikely situation that it was confirmed i had a certain small amount of time to live.

• go to/feel the snow
• sky dive
• travel the world (hello clique)
• fluently learn another language other than english
• have an orgasm, hahaha.
• tell something unique and special, to hold with them for the rest of their given lives, to everyone that has in some way affected how i have lived.
• make a will
• experience every drug there is on this planet (lastly), because i'm going to die anyway.

• theigh size
• how short my hair is under my extentions
• showing my body during the day
• no make-up, when i wake up
• noticing im being judged
• my nails looking cruddy when they arn't acyrilic
• singing
• showing enthusiasm

• when bus drivers cross paths whether they wave to each other.
• the time, when I'm half asleep, it doesn't matter because I'm only going to fall back into a dream anyway.
• the way people organize things and they're personal style, i suppose that could have a point.
• if people don't stay between the lines of their lane when they are driving.
• when people flash their high-beam lights twice it means the police are down the road.

• expensive perfume
• office attire
• lots of ink
• affectionate (not over the top)
• beautiful green/blue eyes
• straight hair
• playing hard to get
• drinks and smokes

• drawing and creating
• drinking heavily
• sneaking into places
• heartbreaking
• adventuring
• writing private blogs
• occasional photography
• going to good shows and parties