To Jacob,

Where do I genuinely start?? My favorite, the teethy smile. The teethy smile is the most Jacob thing I’ve ever seen in my life. It feels like you’re letting out your entire personality, but it’s also when your eyes crinkle the most, and it always comes with a cute little giggle, and it makes me teethy-smile-giggle too. I love it when you smile, whether it’s a side smirk, or the hot ones when you’re giving too many fucks about my random abortion talk. Those are the same smiles I imagine when Annie and Michael laughs, the smile shaped as my heart and the laugh that mimics my heartbeat, the way I carry you around in my life, what you are to me. I love it the most when you laugh and smile at the same time, the best combo. I honestly feel it in my heart everytime you do, makes me grin way too hard. Partly, because I love the sound of everything you do, but most of all, I love seeing my baby happy. It’s like seeing my everything getting everything he deserves.