To Jacob,

I think it matters the most to me that I matter to you so much. Thank you for being there for me all the time, even when I’m a chud of a grump, or when you’re tired. I know your life is not exactly good to you, it’s harsh on you always, but I’m always grateful you’re there for me no matter what. Thank you for being there at every google meet, reassuring my sensitive self when I know I’m being ridiculous, smiling when you’re feeling like dying. I love you so much, my caring, understanding, loving baby. You’re always a ball of sunshine, a bright light in a dark room, the tissue box to whenever I want to take part in the water cycle, but being my best friend too. It always matters to me that you’re so happy to be around me, that you care when you know you don’t have to. I love you so fucking much, my pretty boy.