August 15, 2026

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I should be studying transgenic gene complementation, but whatevssss

Thanks to Snoopy, my love so sweet, I now have a better understanding of myself. Siguro kung tatanungin ako before kung anong favourite ko sa kanya, sasabihin ko yung bibig niya. HAHAHAHA hindi dahil sa ano ha, I mean oo magaling nga :P pero beyond that, he is way too straightforward with his words to me. I often wonder why I remain so fond of him, turns out it's because he does not tolerate my excuses, which I know, deep within me, I should not be tolerating as well, but the comfort zone just feels...comfy~

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He makes me wanna be better, kahit ba na puro advice lang siya. He calls me out and makes me want to improve myself. Nakakatuwang isipin na akala ko ambitious na ako and totally driven; hindi pa pala. Ginagawa ko lang pala yon to please the people around me, but not to help myself be better for a higher purpose. As it turned out, I was still attached to how others perceived me, and there were moments I could not focus on my craft because I was already worried about how awful it would turn out; but that's not how you work on things; that's not how you use your hands and skills to make something. https://listography.com/user/2928522727/list/3999010579/attachment/b

Right now, hindi lang ako research assistant, pero incoming lab manager na rin and incoming teaching assistant ng NSCI 140, and that is on top of being an undergrad in neurosci who is a life enrichment assistant on the weekends. Ang daming nangyayari, 'no? HAHAHA. Ganoon pa man, thankful ako kay Lord kasi kahit na may mga oras na si Snoopy lang ang iniisip ko, nagagamit ko ’yon as motivation na pagbutihin ang sarili ko para someday magawa ko rin ang mga nagagawa niya ngayon in his career…

I love you, Snoopybells <3 lagi naman eh.