i am sorry i'm already breaching your request for no contact, but seeing this after i hadn't checked sts in a month was surprising. i don't know how to word this without sounding accusatory or rude, but i really don't know what you're talking about; i haven't liked anyone besides you for a while. and i didn't date you to "move on" from her (even if the last time i felt any kind of nonplatonic love for her was 3 years ago), i genuinely liked you, a lot, even after i ended things, because i Still liked you. i would've stayed for you if it wasn't for my mother. i know i didn't express my love for you as often as i should, which i'm very sorry for, i know that's a very stupid thing to do & it's only a catalyst for any relationships eventual end, and i regret not telling you, but i really did. i wish you had brought this up to me before blocking me, though, but i fully understand why you did. if there's any way i can repay you for the pain i caused, at all, you know my email and my number, i'm a message away. if not, i'll delete this in ≈ 2 days. i hope this can stay between us. (Ahh nevermind nevermind i'm sorry for how much i hurt you i feel so awful i cannot put up a facade as if i don't really care, i'm sorry x2 i don't know what i could do to make it up to you, i wish i could delete the sts post i feel So stupid and embarrassed, i'll still keep this up so you can read it anyways. again if you need anything i'm a message away,)

you don't have to reply, at all. i only hope you'll forget about me and live a fulfilling life.