today is a year that the eleven little parts of my heart are together as a group and i have no words to thank and express how grateful i am for this. daniel, jihoon, daehwi, jaehwan, seongwu, woojin, guanlin, jisung, minhyun, jinyoung and sungwoon i love each of you with everything in me and a little more, from here to infinity and i hope you all the best. each one because you deserve it, i'm sorry for not always being here but i'll always be with you, you're always in my heart, in my thoughts and in my prayers. all i most want is that dates like these would repeat for many, many years and be sure that it will not happen, it breaks me inside, i can not imagine a day without you, i do not even want to think what's going to be of myself when you separate. . . but i promise i'll be here for each one of you, all my life. thank you to each one of you for being strong and not giving up, even with many things going on, you stand firm. i am relieved to know that you have each other and that you consider it. forgive me for not being able to give the world to you, for not being able to do anything about bad situations that happen to you, all i have are my feelings, which are the purest and true ones for you. . . i hope you feel them at least a little bit. thank you for existing and for existing as a group, thank you for the incredible memories that we are building together and thank you for meeting me. thank you for loving and showing your feelings the wannables, we are the luckiest people in the world to have you. you complete me in an absurd way, thank you for that too. Please be well. i love you, more than anything.
"i'm nothing without you."