Dear baginda meng,

Aku gak tau kenapa deh orang-orang bisa gak ngapresiasi apapun yang udah kamu lakuin. You know I value every single little thing you do for me, right? Aku bener-bener ada ditahap grateful yang sampai kamu sendiri gak bisa bayangin seberapa bersyukurnya aku. Aku tau kamu kecewa karena feedback yang dikasih sama orang lain gak sesuai sama effort yang udah kamu kasih untuk mereka, I know.

But listen, since the day you walked into my life, you’ve been nothing but perfect. You light up my life one day at a time. You’ve enlightened all my bad days. Pas aku insercure, pas aku sedih karena apapun, you’ve always been there for me. And when I was falling, you were consistently there to rescue and catch me- you take me into your loving arms.

Ingat gak kalau aku sebut senpai my lifesaver? Itu gak boong karena kalau ada yang nanya ke aku siapa superhero favoriteku, aku jawab kamu lah. Kalau jawab spiderman, dia gak kenal aku. </3

Jangan ngerasa kamu gak becus, kamu gak dianggap, kamu gak diapresiasi sama orang-orang sekitar. No, you did your best. Kamu gak pernah nyusahin orang, apalagi aku. Jangan mikir yang kayak gitu ya cause you are not. I’ll be here, I will always be here.

No matter where you are and no matter the time, you reach out to me in any way that you can just to make me smile. Gimana coba aku gak bersyukur punya kamu heh baginda???? I have never met someone who gave me so much happiness and new insights at the same time. You don't treat me like a princess, but you treat me like someone precious, who you really need to protect. You improved my life so significantly, until I can't describe how valuable I feel when I am with you.

Kamu ngelakuin banyak banget hal yang bikin aku “WOoOoooW, pacarku lho ini?????” terus mau aku pamerin tapi aku takut pada naksir kamu!!! Let me name a few of incredible things you do for me: - You help me study and do my homework when I’m struggling, even though we are in different majors.

- Kamu bantu Vidette buat bersosialisasi, aku bener-bener-bener thankful for this karena kaMU TAU AKU sangat ansos di Pidet. :(

- Kamu bantu aku selesaiin segala urusan ribet yang ada, ntah di Megu atau Pidet atau Arpi.

- You let me help you do a lot of your work, even though it only helps with small things but I'm glad I can ease your responsibilities a little.

(catatan ga penting: INI AKU NGETIK INI PAS 24/08/20 10:18 PM KM BLM TIDUR TIDUR KRN KERJA ak mau mmmmmmara tapi aku tau kamu orangnya gimana, yaudah mau gimana lagi. Aku cuman bisa bantu support.)

All these things improve my life by a million times, all the things i’ve list above and so many more have changed my life. I still can’t believe that I have an amazing person in my life that cares for me indefinitely. Please don’t feel unappreciated ever again. Sometimes I can’t express my gratuity directly but know that I am forever grateful that you exist. I would not be the same person without you and don’t act like that’s not true. No one in the intire world can replace you.