• wahpooter -+> computer
• vominate -+> vomit
• winoculars -+> binoculars
• ganilla bars -+> granola bars
• unkahall -+> alcohol
• buhjamas -+> pajamas
• terds -+> Nerds (candy)

• doesn't communicate very well
• huge desire to run away from problems rather than face them
• short attention span

• knowing what they want in life
• not afraid to take risks
• self-discipline
• radiating positivity
• self-confidence

• Troye Sivan - Fools
• Swim Deep - She Changes the Weather
• The Belle Game - River
• Wet - Don't Wanna Be Your Girl
• The Paper Kites - Bloom
• Minus the Bear - Hold Me Down
• Bombay Bicycle Club - Shuffle
• The Bird and the Bee - How Deep is Your Love
• Sean Lennon - Dead Meat
• marshmello - Happier (Ft. Bastille)
• Sub Urban - Spring Fever
• Ashnikko - Hi, It's Me
• Highly Suspect - Bloodfeather
• Melanie Martinez - Soap
• Ashnikko - Cry (Ft. Grimes)

I asked my long-time friend Kennie if she was still playing D&D (she previously tried to invite me to a campaign and I was super nervous and chickened out). I got lucky and it happened that she and her partner Saf were doing a homebrew campaign. Unfortunately the group was already full, but she offered to start another group if we could get enough people. It introduced me to Luke and Shin and Isabelle, and I cannot wait to see where it goes. I have never felt more involved in something as I have been since I asked her. I think it's therapeutic. Not really a list, I just wanted to write this somewhere because I'm happy. Oh wait. Here are the names of the group's player characters.

• Helix
• Leodithas
• Abbie
• Vidette

• pretty much anything with a screen (phone, tv, monitor)
• myself
• my ADD

(in no particular order)

• having PCOS =/= can't have babies
• if you can't wait for someone to reciprocate, it's probably not love anyway
• don't have feelings for someone just because they give you attention—you are far more worthy of being loved than you can imagine
• attention =/= love
• please stop being so dramatic; your older self is disgusted with you
• please don't let someone hurt you so much that you no longer love doing all the things you used to
• wise up—learn to recognize unrequited love and let go of it: you deserve someone who loves you back