• the little girl who lives down the lane
• carrie
• fantastic planet
• knives out
• the gift
• the woman in the window
• rashomon
• rear window
• casablanca
• everything everywhere all at once

• "I would ask for his honeycomb lips, reddening like the setting sun, my eyes transixed on his form... / His song ploughs my heavy heart, he sings to awaken my fire.Enough, my love, drink from my mouth." - Judah HaLevi (gay spanish jewish poet)
• "What a voice that was: deep, sweet, with a shade of throatiness, full of passion." Nikos Kazantzakis, 'Report to Greco'
• "Against my body, Your body lay like a warm star" - Kenneth Rexroth 'Sacramental Acts: The Love Poems
• "…but really I just wanted to be the only one called honey, I wanted to be the word he kept in his throat." - Chelsea Hodson, from Tonight I’m Someone Else: Essays
• "I need your tenderness as a dying bird needs air. And when I eel lonely I need the sparkling laughter in your eyes." - Nika Turbina, First Draft: Poems

• honey
• peach pit
• color travel
• https://askdruniverse.wsu.edu/2017/04/03...
• The moon has known me all my life
• entropy n the laws
• “The French called this time of day “l’heure bleue.” To the English it was “the gloaming.” The very word “gloaming” reverberates, echoes— the gloaming, the glimmer, the glitter, the glisten, the glamour—carrying in its consonants the images of houses shuttering, gardens darkening, grass-lined rivers slipping through the shadows.” (Joan Didion)

• lion ✔
• as above so below ✔
• lilo n stitch ✔
• spiderman 2
• star wars prequel trilogy
• wall-e
• hereditary ✔
• king kong
• inception
• dark knight
• where the wild things are
• her ✔
• moonlight
• polar express
• midsommar ✔
• the last black man in sf

currently: - books

• kafka on the shore ✓
• tokyo ghoul (chapter 52)
• 1Q84
• heartstopper ✔
• the shipping news

• strange color of your body's tears
• sweet movie
• citizen kane
• tangerine
• vertigo
• american psycho
• amelie
• psycho
• to have and have not
• donnie darko
• ex machina
• dead poets society
• pandoras box
• sweet movie
• blue velvet
• se7en
• the conversation
• taxi driver

• “The way human beings speak is so heartbreaking to me—we never sound the way we want to sound. We’re always stopping ourselves in mid–sentence because we’re so terrified of saying the wrong thing. Speaking is a kind of misery. And I guess I comfort myself by finding the rhythms and accidental poetry in everyone’s inadequate attempts to articulate their thoughts. We’re all sort of quietly suffering as we go about our days, trying and failing to communicate to other people what we want and what we believe.”

— Annie Baker

• “People love to clean their ears and I love people very much They are everywhere! Every single thing I love I love for windows only and if one window reflects another then friends for me it’s all over And in the windows are trees and in the w...