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“my god, my god, whose performance am I watching? how many people am I? who am I? what is this space between myself and myself?” — fernando pessoa, from the book of disquiet

bookmarks:
a ~ books (braindump)
travel (current daydreams)
notes (favourites 2024)
notes (to craft & create)
moony films (2024)

translation credits to doolset bangtan

  • 1. intro: boy meets evil

but to free myself from this sin i can’t just give up and forget it because those lips were too sweet

too bad but it’s too sweet

  • 2. blood sweat & tears

peaches and cream sweeter than sweet chocolate cheeks and chocolate wings

  • 6. first love

every time that i wanted to give up, you told me, by my side “kid, you really can do it”

  • 7. reflection

the world is another name for despair my height is another diameter of earth i’m my whole happiness and my worries

would we be tied by fate if we brushed past each other?well, we might have brushed past each other in our past life maybe we have bumped into each other countless times

i want to be free i want to be free from freedom because now i’m happy yet unhappy i wish i could love myself

  • 8. mama

i’m sorry mama for realizing your sky-like love only now mama

i’ll be a flower and become the flower path of your own

  • 9. awake

i answered no i’m so scared but holding six flowers tightly in my hands

  • 14. 2! 3!

(so thanks) for believing in someone like me for bearing the tears and wounds (so thanks) for becoming my light for becoming that flower in the most beautiful moment in life

  • 15. spring day

past the edge of cold winter until the spring day comes again until the flowers bloom please stay there a while longer

you know it all you’re my best friend the morning will come again because no darkness or no season

can last forever

  • 17. outro: wings

i believe myself and that my back’s hurting is for the wings to sprout this is the path you’ve chosen kid, don’t get scared

this is only your first flight

with all my strength, i’ll spread my wings that are colored red

  • 18. a supplementary story: you never walk alone

because you and i if we’re together we can smile

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