I LOVE DRAKE SO MUCH.

"Things are only what you interpret them as. So everything is yours because if it's based on something else, that something else was still impacted by you in your own way, no matter how it was originally intended"

i'm starting my re-decorating of my walls. I bought a frame that holds 9 photos from wal-mart so I have that finished. I also got these black roses on a garland and hung it above my incubus poster, it looks really rad. I'd really like to get more prints made of all my favourite photographs and make them into a shape of a heart.

sigh.

I don't understand the whole options thing when it comes to relationships. One of my best friends constantly has her 'options' and in the end she just ends up leading the guys on. Currently there is 4. I don't understand it. Why accept what these boys say to you and smile through it all when you don't even feel the same at all? I find it quite rude. I guess I am nothing but a simple girl and I don't need options to find happiness. I have happiness. I guess I am so glad I am not like a lot of other girls. I really don't understand the logic in it all. How are you ever going to be happy if you have 4 guys hanging off of you and you feel nothing what so ever. I haven't been getting along with her the past two days. The things she says don't make sense. But I guess in the end it's her life, not mine.

I have been blessed with such beautiful people in my life. I have been blessed wit...

I'm missin my bb

I just feel so weird at the moment.

• Calgary is a week and 1 day away
• Can't wait to have talks with my BFF
• My girl is on t.v again<3
• The fall is pretty much here
• Birthday in 21 days, I don't even know what to ask for
• Finished work on Friday
• I really want to visit NYC
• I love Kings Of Leon, kind of wish I bought tickets to see them this thursday :( o well
• I really enjoy this site, considering I am a list maker
• All I ever do is day dream

I love having good sleeps and good dreams. I love waking up and not moving for 20 minutes or more because I am thinking about the dream.

• Lamps(homesense/winners)
• pillows
• frames(homesense/winners)
• big E and M letters "ME"
• dishes(homesense/winners)
• utensils
• mugs(homesense/winners)
• hangers
• big wall pictures or paintings (homesense/winners)

I love how your eyes close Whenever you kiss me And when I'm away from you I love how you miss me I love the way your kiss is always heavenly But darling most of all I love how you love me I love how your heart beats Whenever I hold you I love how you think of me Without being told to I love the way your touch is always tenderly But darling most of all I love how you love me I love how your eyes close Each time that you kiss me And when I'm away from you I love how you miss me I love the way your kiss is always heavenly But darling most of all I love how you love me

oh my god you are such an idiot.

should be in bed, but instead the devil has got a hold of me

i am thankful to have such a wonderful person in my life, but I guess I just get frustrated sometimes because I can't just fall asleep next to him, I can't just call him to hear his voice, I can't go on dates.

I need to embrace this for what it is and not get frustrated as much as I sometimes do.

Life is good. I'm happy, lucky, curious, excited, wishing, worrying a little bit but it's really all good.

being happy, incubus, getting new tattoos, taking pictures, feeling unruly, being open minded, the little things you leave with people and the little things they leave with you, falling asleep in cars, habits, natural light, fields, no worries, summer time, unexplained phenomena, messy hair, fall, smiling, beanies, flannel<3, vans shoes, skate shoes, positive people, people who love to enjoy life.

• get more pillows
• put up new blinds
• print photos at nanas
• clean room
• wash duvet etc
• make my room so cozy<3
• never stop dreaming and wishing

• My best friends
• Him<3
• My cats
• My family
• The second family aka the shop
• Tiffany
• Ottawa, even though it can be boring, it really is pretty
• All of the opprotunities in my life
• All of the people who inspire me/ make me postivive
• All of the amazing people I have met this year who have been the greatest people I have ever met so far

This week just isn't my week. but you know what? Birthday on tuesday!!

I seriously really do.

"I tried to paint you yellow with some leaves down in the park with some songs your mother sang when the love was unconditional and maybe that's the problem, that i can't promise anything at all i can break you off with my hands i can build you back into something else"

"2 years of 3 kinds of existence, I suppose existence not being the proper word at all in that time thousands and millions ideas some sustainable and some idiotic some ill informed weaving in and out of my thoughts. What was keeping ne from doing great things was also when my best ideals/writing/ 'artistic' thoughts took place. The more I think and try to recall yesterdays thoughts the more obscure they seem to become I wish I had the same solid ideals to discuss within my own head as I did then. And now I feel my trains of thought are more like maybe glimpses into the full idea because over the past year+ ...

Why is everything so weird happening to me lately? Once everything seems to be going well, something always comes along that makes a bump in the road. I really just hope after all of this, I don't lose a best friend because of the people they might be associating with. If it's a yes, I probably won't want to be around them much due to the connection they will have with all of those fuck ups.

ugh. whatever. If it happends it happends.

• I think for my birthday I'm going to ask for a trip to toronto