it took three betrayals for me to finally understand: the world is just an elaborate tapestry of lies.

• active:
  • romance club
  • baldur's gate 3 ♥︎
  • honkai: star rail
  • genshin impact
• occasionally:
  • love and deepspace
  • valorant
  • once human
  • project zomboid
  • the sims franchise ♥︎
  • ensemble stars!! music
  • tears of themis
  • twisted wonderland
  • minecraft

• vtubers/streamers:
  • holostars en:
    • crimzon ruze
    • jurard t rexford
    • octavio
    • goldbullet
    • banzoin hakka
  • indie:
    • dokibird
    • apollolikesbugs
    • jillyeon (not quite a vtuber but she is 5 steps away really)
  • fleshtuber:
    • jihyorge

but for all his sins, he brought you back to me.

• love and deepspace:
  • xavier (shen xinghui)
• baldur's gate 3:
  • astarion ancunín
  • gale dekarios
• honkai: star rail:
  • phainon
  • sunday
• genshin impact:
  • klee ♥︎
  • ganyu–xianyun–shenhe
  • the fatui harbingers
• tears of themis:

i'd kiss you, but neither of us deserves that.

• baldur's gate 3:
  • bloodweave
  • shadowzel
  • me and barcus wroot
• honkai: star rail:
  • phainon x mydei
  • aventurine x sunday
• genshin impact:
  • childe x zhongli
  • thoma x ganyu
  • jonathan x hu tao
• tears of themis:
  • marius x rosa
  • marius x vyn

at some point, all endless ruminations bring you there. that point of no return, where even your own suffering starts to makes sense.

• heaven's secret universe
  • hunger (heaven's secret 2)
  • raphael (astrea's broken heart)
  • cain (heaven's secret: requiem)
• the thunderstorms saga
  • sha'arnez so genash
  • tai ey eini
• advent no. 3
  • xander van hayes
• kali: flame of samsara
  • ram doobay

you'll ache. and you're going to love it. it will crush you. and you're still going to love all of it. doesn't it sound lovely beyond belief?

• veil yllara
  • sun elf – swashbuckler rogue
• seilvrae
  • drow – warlock: the undead
• rosenkreuz auvryndar
  • drow - eldritch knight
• mourneden
  • half drow/tabaxi – bard: college of spirits

• genshin — asia 812692107 ★
• star rail — asia 800493696 ★
• love and deepspace — asia 81000325549 ★
• riot id — rosenkreuz#427 ★
• twst-en — zCftTPXd
• infinity nikki — asia 400805774
• enstars music-jp — z2etd7kj
• tears of themis — asia 200041391