- 01 ✧ apparently, and according to my biochem prof, our capacity to digest lactose is part of what makes us humans.
- 02 ✧ didn't have classes early. stil woke up and i couldn't get back to sleep.
- 03 ✧ i saw a spoiler from the new ch. of bsd and i am sad now. what is going on.
- 04 ✧ i had a breakdown over maths. again.
- 05 ✧ ???
- 06 ✧ I PASSED U2 OF TRANSPORT PHENOMENA, THANK GOD.
- 07 ✧ just found out i had been writing incorrectly the name of a professor. kill me now.
- 08 ✧ had an existential crisis because there's SO MUCH TO SEE in my country and i'm stuck here in my room. not even a quarantine thing, it's always like this and i'm TIRED.
- 09 ✧ watched the first ep of yuukoku no moriarty & i think i found my favourite anime of the season.
- 10 ✧ bad day but i successfully did homework so it counts for something.
- 11 ✧ I FINISHED SHE-RA AND I'M SAD, that show was truly amazing.
- 12 ✧ i wish i was a plant so i wouldn't have to understand photosynthesis and i'd just... photosynthesize. goddamn rubisco.
- 13 ✧ i opened PS to make something for school & my laptop nearly exploded, NEVER again.
- 14 ✧ slow internet + dying laptop are a REALLY bad combination, god is testing my patience.
- 15 ✧ biochem presentation made me want to DIE, the prof choose that one classmate on my team that knew NOTHING about our project so she just read, it was a torture; HALLOWEEN MASQUERADE CARDS THOUGH, i am in love with that kunikida.
- 16 ✧ still in love with the new kunikida card, i need to save up moons so i can roll for him.
- 17 ✧ woke up at almost 10, did laundry & the dishes without even thinking about it! this is how being a neurotypical must feel; I GOT THE KUNIKIDA CARD!!! in fact, i got him, atsushi and kyouka- three purple moons in a row, absolutely i n s a n e.
- 18 ✧ decided to download genshin impact last night & my computer couldn't run it- why do i even bother trying at this point?; yuukoku no moriarty has me intrigued.
- 19 ✧ exam day, i think it went well; had an interesting conversation with gemini beta in the afternoon; feeling sad as always.
- 20 ✧ i remembered that i'm greatly unsatisfied with every single aspect of my life, so now i'm having a hard time going on, i can't even focus on the tasks i have to do.
- 21 ✧ doing the piles of homework i left for last minute is currently keeping me grounded, but i think it's URGENT to set an organization + productivity system because i just can't keep up with everything.
- 22 ✧ spent ALL the afternoon doing this biochem hw... slept late because of more hw... damn engineering career...
- 23 ✧ fortunately, i didn't have any classes today so i woke up late.
- 24 ✧ catched up with all the seasonal animes i'm following.
- 25 ✧ ???
- 26 ✧ a friend and i went to visit a classmate and brought her chocolates. i didn't really want to go lol, but in the end it was okay? except we forgot we had class until an hour later.
- 27 ✧ exam tomorrow... i don't want to study.
- 28 ✧ transport phenomena exam... went pretty bad.
- 29 ✧ ...
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oct 14 2020 ∞
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