APRIL;

—— j o u r n a l

• thu | 01 ✧ [s c r e a m i n g]
• fri | 02 ✧ [MORE SCREAMING]
• sat | 03 ✧ sk8's ending was... something. i'm choosing to ignore all the narrative decisions involving adam so... RENGA HUG. THAT'S ALL I EVER WANTED FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK. still: [hxh's narrator voice] she is now drowning in an indescribable emptiness.
• sun | 04 ✧ the second part of yuukoku no moriarty is here now, i'm hypeeed. thank god this show has my back after sk8's fiasco.
• mon | 05 ✧ hanging out with mari. i went to her home & her little sis was around us all the time, lmao.
• tue | 06 ✧ i don't remember.
• wed | 07 ✧ eh.
• thu | 08 ✧ started watching sk8 with nate & i'm hating the fact that it doesn't feel like the first time... the experience of watching it while it was airing was truly unparalleled; didn't got a kunikida card on mayoi but at this point i don't even care. that's... a bad signal.
• fri | 09 ✧ after watching sk8 for the second time i think i liked it a lot less... which is sad. at least we already returned to something worth it like hxh.
• sat | 10 ✧ already having a breakdown over the return to classes... god, how am i supposed to survive until june.
• sun | 11 ✧ breakdown continues. feeling a heavy rejection towards sk8, wish i could stop having overly emotional negative reactions to literally anything.
• mon | 12 ✧ stayed up until 4 a.m. talking with nate + doing hw & even though i woke up at 9 i feel energized?? wtf is happening; feeling (emotionally) better.
• tue | 13 ✧ failed my exam today but i'm chill about it because it was expected; spent a while playing sims 4, homework, then watched hxh with nate until 2 a.m.; i'm actually enjoying a lot this routine of staying up late watching anime & talking with him.
• wed | 14 ✧ didn't bother to wake up for microbiology article; bored.
• thu | 15 ✧ a little less on edge, but still on edge nevertheless.
• fri | 16 ✧ ???
• sat | 17 ✧ nate & i ended the chimera ant arc and i.... what the hell. the final scene with komugi & meruem??? that fucking obliterated me. i admit it now: this anime is on another whole level.
• 18 - 19 ✧ *blank space*
• tue | 20 ✧ some random dude messaged me on wtsp & said that we meet on uni like, a year ago & he's my 'secret admirer'. i have to admit that i'm curious but i'm not really interested.
• 21 - 26 ✧ i_have_given_up.jpeg
• tue | 27 ✧ things got a bit personal with the secret admirer so i thought i should put some boundaries. i still don't know what he wants, lol.
• wed | 28 ✧ i got butler! fitzgerald on mayoi. <3 at least he still comes to me. <3
• thu | 29 ✧ star cancelled our plans for saturday & basically obligated me to leave my house at like 9 p.m., the nerve. at least i finally gave her the kitty.
• fri | 30 ✧ i decided i actually am a lesbian. it sure took me time, huh.