— january ˎˊ˗

• declutter space.
  • ☑ clothes.
  • ☑ throw away unused things.
  • ☑ clean room.
  • ☑ clean phone files.
  • ☐ clean sheets.
• organize life.
  • ☑ social service.
  • ◪ wake up before 10 a.m.
  • ☐ test study methods.
  • ☐ plan journal.

total:

observations:

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i should be kinder— some kind of softer, but i have no idea how to be.

• 01. | first day of the year, feeling worse than ever. playing genshin.
• 02. | decluttering.
• 03. | watched the hilda movie on netflix with my sister. i loved it!
• 04. | waiting for genshin's update. reading.
• 05. | shitty internet AGAIN, right after the genshin update, almost as if it's on purpose #justthirdworldproblems. watching, again, videos of habit-changing and overcoming anxiety.
• 06. | uncle gave my sister and i a box of cookies for three kings day. watched europa report with florence.
• 07. | asked suz for references for the social service.
• 08. | having this song on repeat. wave of random sadness, yearning for change.
• 09. | mom realized i was Not Okay and made me a cup of tea. ♡ i always seem to forget that talking with her makes me feel better.
• 10. | contacted my old tutor and arranged that i'd give my social service virtually with her. i'm so glad i asked suz about this topic.
• 11. | absolute confusion over uni procedures.
• 12. | ¿? pain?
• 13. | playing the windtrace event with my sister.
• 14. | went to uni to pick up a document & i met a classmate there; we chatted a while.
• 15. | [windtrace intensifies] that event triggers my anxiety so bad but it's fun, lol.
• 16. | watched triangle with florence.
• 17. | went to uni with andy.
• 18. | mom accompanied me to pay college's tuition.
• 19. | i saw andy and neto in the morning and it was nice. social service went kinda meh, i just made posters and accidentally spilled yogurt on a classmate's backpack.
• 20. | feeling left out; these two sure make me feel uncomfortable.
• 21. | no social service today, thankfully; playing genshin.
• 22. | spent all day in pajamas. laundry. watched encanto with my sis.
• 23 | more laundry. static day.
• 24 | being laaazy. windtrace anxiety, etc. excitedly waiting for zhongli's banner.
• 25 | zhongli is home! he left me poor tho, because diluc came first lol.
• 26 | uni procedures, again. andy and i went to neto's house for our promised mezcal.
• 27 | blah, genshin, blah.
• 28 | "