october

• very into fall and doing all the fall things. sweaters, apples, etc. feels nice
• in general a lot happier than this time last year
• desire to move out is the same though lol
• told s after vocal night. turned out how i expected but i feel very relieved and of course we'll always be friends

november

• i think things are changing and i'm changing
• first snow came early this year, among other things. it really feels like winter already which is kind of nice
• overall friend group has expanded?
• looking back at it, this was a good month

december

• this month is feeling very short
• nothing good is happening. karma for november
• rest in peace j. i'm feeling a little lost without you now
• christmas was actually the best in a few years :-) but doesnt really make up for the rest of this shitty month