listography: Jay

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books

most of the books i’ve read are romance. it was a stage in my life (like mostly 10-12 so pre-puberty)
let’s start with legend! by marie lu. the writing is super mid but THIS IS HOW I GOT INTO ROMANCE (other than reading fanfics about spy kids) so like nostalgia factor makes it 8/10
out of my mind by sharon draper. from what i can remember, this story is pretty good - especially when they don’t invite her to come; hits pretty hard i thinkkk. so like 8.5/10

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16 years old
asian american
chopped
reformed christian ✝️
half depressed half motivated
former homeschooler with no friends and now in a christian school (happier there at least)
aspiring piano player with no skill
oh i’m 5’5 (shorty bitch)
maybe wanna do something in stem?
recovering porn addict (autobio reference)
has like 3 total close ish friends (up from 0!)
knows nothing about pop culture
but used to watch a lot of romance anime
might add more later…

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games

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autobio

both into this world on 10/27/2009
i liked blues clues or smth dunno when i was 4-6
got into card tricks at like 7-8
found out what porn was at like 7 (WORST DECISION OF MY LIFE)ok now i remember it. it started with searching up the urban dictionary definition of friends with benefits… dunno what to think about that
video homeschooled from kindergarten-5th grade, and 6th grade
classical conversations at 5th, some co-op at 6th, classical consortium academy at 7th-8th, christian heritage academy from 9th and onwards
moved from new jersey to north carolina when i was 7 (for my dad’s seminary), moved from nc to illinois when i was 11ish (for my dad’s job)
gotta mention my dad died on 1/14/2026 :c ignited motivation in me and extra depre...

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crushes

i love you paige <3 from the bottom of my heart (even if you hate me)
maybe you shouldn’t take this list seriously because i have attachment issues but i have a crush on lydia knowing damn well it would never work out nor do i want her to get with me because i'm a terrible person. it’s like carton’s love for lucid in atotc (i’m setting up my suicide in the same way i guess)

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