- sitting in the lounge with lauren and stuart.
- having tingly lips because of my peppermint chapstick.
- thinking about how said lips are probably blue and sparkly because of said chapstick.
- waving to molly as she gets off the elevator.
- wishing she could actually go to the theater sometime instead of planning and forgetting about it.
- talking to angie as she waits for the elevator.
- wishing someone would come into the lounge so that i could verify that i am over it.
- pretending that i am more excited about my date on tuesday than i really am.
- watching j.c. walk past and thinking about how my roommate is an unbearable hypocrite.
- avoiding doing my business financial analysis.
- getting hit in the head by stuart and the curtains.
- listening to lauren try to peer pressure stuart into doing his homework.
- wondering where emily is.
- being cold.
- watching mage walk into the room and thinking about how she had sex with jon allen.
- thinking about how much i hate jon allen.
- wondering how jon allen lost his virginity before patrick.
- wishing i never have to lose my virginity.
- wishing that i could exchange my virginity to still be in a relationship with someone.
- thinking about how pathetic that desire is.
- wishing i had that sort of chemistry with zak.
- wondering if zak thinks we have that sort of chemistry.
- hoping zak doesn't try anything when i go over to his apartment on tuesday.
- really, really, really hoping that zak doesn't try anything ... even kissing.
- hoping that zak turns out to be a surprisingly fantastic kisser.
- thinking that zak is probably a terrible kisser.
- wondering how long i can be in a relationship with somebody who is a terrible kisser.
- wondering if it's worth it to be in a relationship with zak.
- wondering how long it takes to develop butterflies for somebody.
- thinking about how it's probably better not to have butterflies because they make it hard to study.
- planning to collect icons for listography instead of doing business.
- making a deal with myself that she will do her business later.
- realizing that i will probably go back on this deal.
- deciding to just go ahead and do her business.
- wondering how long this is going to take.
- wishing everything was already done for her.
dec 6 2009 ∞
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