• age: 16
• gender: trans boy (he/him)
• sexuality: gay

the host. suicidal. nervous. has an eating disorder and c-ptsd. loves to read and write and color. loves animals and sweaters and plants and the stars and the colors blue and gold. very sad all the time and doesn’t smile or laugh often even around close friends.

• holder of parental abuse trauma; all kinds
• fictive of johnny cade from the outsiders

• age: 8
• gender: trans boy (he/him)
• sexuality: n/a

child that believes he's dead and a ghost. he likes horror movies and other creepy things: haunted houses, spiders, spider webs, bats, graveyards. we don't know much else about him at this point. created by the body dying during the programming. when the body was brought back, he was created, thinking we were still dead.

• holds some of the programming trauma.

• age: 7
• gender: trans boy (he/him)
• sexuality: n/a

little. younger version of current host. traumatized and very sad and shows it. twin to annemarie, but aged a year when she didn’t. feels guilty for not protecting her. loves computer games, electronics, action figures, space, volcanoes, science, activity books, playgrounds, playplaces, blues clues, care bears, and the color blue.

• not sure what exact trauma he holds, but we know it’s something

• age: 21
• gender: cis girl (she/her)
• sexuality: bisexual

previous host. not the original, but was the host for a long time. suicidal. has an eating disorder. loves nicole dollanganger and the nymphet aesthetic. also really loves animals and coloring and the book wintergirls. loves pastels.

• holder of childhood trauma (we think; we’re not sure)

• age:11-18 (age slider)
• gender: nonbinary boy (he/him)
• sexuality: bisexual

enjoys reading and writing. likes to sit outside during the summer. enjoys biking and doing homework/activities that use your brain power. kinda standoffish, but also very kind and very lonely. quiet and doesn’t talk much.

• holder of emotional abuse trauma as well as being locked up and starved and some physical and sexual abuse
• fictive of harry potter from the harry potter series

• age:15
• gender: nonbinary (she/her or they/them)
• sexuality: lesbian

trauma holder. has an eating disorder. loves sweaters. happy around friends, but sad in private. has a lot of kins and interests. loves the harry potter series. really loves cats and summer and sweaters of all kinds. previous host.

• holder of parental abuse and relationship abuse trauma and bullying both in person and online
• fictive of tix from my mad fat diary

• age: 10
• gender: cis girl
• sexuality: n/a

afraid of water. created during the trauma programming. loves to play the violin. has died and come back to life several times. loves music, particularly score music and classical music. she doesn't speak, but uses music to communicate. she uses a notebook for things she can't convey through music. that's all i know about her so far.

• holds some of the trauma programming

• age:13
• gender: cis girl (she/her)
• sexuality: bisexual

trauma holder. younger version of the previous host, lia. loves scene, goth, punk, and nymphet clothes. sees self as living angel due to trauma. loves animals and anything classified as goth, punk, scene, or nymphet-esque. idolizes nicole dollanganger and fiona apple. looks up to lia a lot and luna from twin system. smartass that loves to read.

• holder of cult trauma

• age:19
• gender: trans boy (he/him)
• sexuality: bisexual

protector. identifies as a vampire. very angry all the time and hates everyone except partner, twin system, and system members. your typical dumbass emo boy. loves heavy metal and emo punk rock and emoscreamo.

• has his own trauma, but we aren’t exactly sure what it is.

• age:n/a
• gender: n/a (it/its)
• sexuality: n/a

suicide alter. created from the trauma programming. doesn’t have any interests or anything cause it has to purpose except to kill the body if we talk about our trauma. has trigger words to come in and out of fronting. can’t move when fronting unless told to by handler or moved by an outside force

• age: 12
• gender: nonbinary (she/her)
• sexuality: n/a

trauma holder. identifies as an angel. very shy and kind and hopeful. loves plants and animals. forgiving and naive. misses heaven and loves god. always tired. cries a lot. very clumsy and always getting hurt. loves to use emojis. loves sweaters and long socks. doesn't like to wear much else. exhausts herself from trying so hard to be good enough because she's afraid she's not. halo is made of cherry blossoms and bleeding heart flowers. have head and ankle wings as well as back wings. deep eyebags.

• holds some of the cult and trafficking trauma

• age: 6
• gender: cis girl (she/her)
• sexuality: n/a

little; traumatized, but stays as positive as she can. loves stuffed animals and coloring and dolls. wants more pacis, sippy cups and other things for when she’s out. favorite color is pink. loves care bears and sanrio and calico critters. can talk to animals.

• holder of sex trafficking trauma and being locked up and starved
• fictive of annemarie from all dogs go to heaven

• age: 24
• gender: cis girl (she/her)
• sexuality: lesbian

sees herself as an oracle/propher/messianic figure. only one that is the age of the body. connected to the goddess and hears her speak in her head. loves coloring and doing magic and reading.

• not a trauma holder, but knows about it.

• age:11
• gender: nonbinary (she/her or they/them)
• sexuality: lesbian

trauma holder; not a fictive/introject, but relates heavily to eleven from stranger things and has taken on her appearance and personality. very traumatized and non-verbal. can only communicate through gestures. can’t even write or text. basically a feral child and doesn’t really know how to speak. don’t really know what her exact interests are except for drawing with crayons.

• holds trauma from trauma programming.

• age: n/a
• gender: n/a (she/her)
• sexuality: n/a

not sure what her exact purpose is, but she takes care of the body and seems to be there to be the mother we never had. we don’t know what her interests are because she’s a goddess.