╾ 28th

i said that i keep looking to the sky and thats true. but the more i look, the more it gets me. i suddenly think that you're there and it feels real. along with that i think if you're really there. i mean, if you could chose, of course you'd be near the ones you love the most and thats too far away from here. maybe i'm talking to the wind and thats it, you're not even listening.

the sky is so wide and you can be anywhere. maybe everywhere.

its really hard for me to accept and believe that a week ago you were here. its a short period of time but it feels like forever. i hear your voice and i cant believe its gone.

i'm not going to listen to your voice anymore, not gonna listen new songs, nothing. you always wrote the best songs, i can relate to them so much, its like a part of myself thats now gone forever. it turns out it was your true feelings and we couldnt notice it. whenever i read "i'm sorry we couldnt save you" i feel my heart breaking.