╾ 19th

i decided to not write yesterday. i usually write while in bed trying to sleep but yesterday i was doing kinda fine, i was able to handle it well. of course i cried at little - at work because i'm trash - while listening to your music because i wanted to hear you, i wanted to feel you, specially that day.

i think it was easier because it was wednesday... week day. i wasnt alone all day, my mind was not free. i had work and college, i had to talk and deal with people, i had a lot of things in mind. thats why. but i thought of you. each step, i was thinking about you. thats how it is.