╾ 2nd

i dont really know what to say. i'm confused and i'm scared and i just need to talk to you. i mean, write for you because i always talk to you, thats why i in fact cried a few days ago.

i miss you. i can feel it. but i'm scared because i'm starting to feel okay again. i'm not sad all day, i'm singing and dancing... i dont want that. i still wanna go with you tho. but i'm scared time will really heal. maybe you see me and you want me to move on but i dont want that. i dont wanna stop feeling the things i feel. its bad and i'm tired but it reminds me of you, it keep you close to me somehow, i dont care if its hurting me.

i need you, i need to feel you. maybe i'm a little less vulnerable so its harder for me to get so sad, but its still there, just not so strong. maybe time heals indeed.