╾ 4th

yesterday i cried again. the last time i really cried was on thursday. i held my tears on saturday. yesterday i went to sleep and thought it was ok if i listened some songs that reminds me of you. well, it wasnt ok.

but i asked for a sign. anything.

today i woke up and it was sunny. its really sunny. i think thats your signal. its not the pearl acqua sign i wanted, but its something. i think i'm happy today, at least for now. i know deep down you're there and you're okay. i feel that today deep inside my heart and i hope i'm not wrong.

i can only hope and wish.