╾ 14th

today i missed you. i thought i was "recovering" but the truth is i'm just entertained. i dont really have the time to think because i'm with a lot of people and we keep doing things so my mind keeps on being busy i'd say.

but today i was kinda sick and i stayed home and i was feeling the emptiness coming back. i decided to go to the beach and i kept looking at the sky because it was so beautiful... i thought about you all day.

then the sky became dark, but it was still beautiful. i wanted to go there, to be with you. its beautiful but i dont wanna be here. i wanna see everything from where you are and by your side. i miss you.

i miss you so much it keeps getting harder. i still cant believe its real, it really happened.