╾ 21st

i'm back home. which means its all getting back to my head. the familiar places, the memories of that day. all the horrible feelings. all the agony. and i cant help it.

the room where i cried so much, the house where i walked like a ghost trying to process everything. my workplace... the hall where i read the news, the restroom where i cried, my computer where i was sited trying to hold back my tears, the streets where i walked talking to you and crying. everything just gets me back there and its not like i can avoid it, its all there.

along with that comes my loneliness, my dark feelings... anyway i'm too tired right now i just need to sleep but i needed to say that i miss you so much and i love you.

i'm sorry.