╾ 13th

i know it now. guess i always knew but now i’m sure i’m not worthy of anything jongie... thats how it is. i’m just trash. i’m nothing. i dont want this anymore i cant handle it i just wanna LEAVE right now jongie please just help me...

it hurts so much i’m so desperate...

i hate being here so much i hate myself i hate being invisible i hate being NOTHING i am nothing no one cares so why am i still here why do i have to be here? please..