╾ 26th

the truth is i suck at everything jongie. i’m a shitty person i’m a shitty daughter i’m a shitty granddaughter i’m a shitty sister i’m a shitty friend i’m a shitty lover i’m a shitty student i’m a shitty employee i just at everything i cant do anything right i hate this so much i hate myself i miss you so much i cant deal with it anymore. everythings just going down and down and i feel suffocated and its like i’m never going to get up again.

my only way is down. deeper and deeper.